Friday, November 7, 2008

kEbenaran KdG2 mEnyaKItkan..

hmmm..ssh la bla da layan perasaan kn..tu la yana ak da ckp awl2..jgn..skang nah amik sebijik..tu la gatal sgt nak tau..but its ok..learn 2 accept the fate k..yg pntg jgn mnggu hdp ak da la..buat derk jela..xyh pk.. - kata hatiku =)

uNexpEcted..

When talk about unexpected thing..sometimes it makes me feel annoying..but today..so different..unexpected thing make me feel today is lovely day..hahaha..Thanx God give me that chance..

but like usual im always remind my self..'jgn terbang terlalu tinggi, kalo jatuh parah jadinya'..so i just take it simple and nothing..take for granted..make me feel more free n better..jgn berharap..i wish nothing 4 that actually..but at least when i do what im doing last nite..it can help me to ease my pain and forget someone because i just keep thinking about........hahahaha..but actually im not really2 hurt now like before..im more stronger now..

bangang betul ak ni..although i know what im doing is not rite but im still doing..hohohoh =0

my heart said just a fren or secret admire..and it will be fren or secret admire now and forever.. promise.. =)

BoSan...

hmm..hri ni xd exam pn..ak bgn gla nye lewat hmpr menjengah tengah hari sbb smlm ak tdo kul 4..kalo mak ak tau mati ak..mak, sangat pantang kalo anak dara dia bgn lmbt..kalo kat rumah mak msti bgn kan ak gan wani ..tp ak better ckit dr wani..sbb slalu ak bgn awl dlu dr dia..jd ak slmt dr kena berleter..hehehehe..mak i miss u..td pn da call mak.. =)

hari ni bosan r..xd pape ak buat..rumate ak g bandar..then hr ni tuhan terbukakan ht ak nak p surau dr maghrib..slaluny ak maghrib di bilik.. isya' bru p surau..td ak dengar tazkirah..terinsaf ak jdny..byk gak cite ustaz tu kc..tak ngtuk sbb santai gya citenya..paling ak ingt ialah cite berbuat baik kepada ibu bapa..da satu cite nenek kat rumah kebajikan ni..dia sakit dan meninggal..tp da lima hr mayat dia, xd waris yg dtng tuntut..then bila try contact num yg da pn xdpt..then rumah kebajikan decide kebumikan je jenazah tu..then nak tau? bila anak dia datang jenguk balik mak dia..3 thn selepas kematian mak dia@nenek td..

adei punye la Ya Allah..terkejut gila ak..ntah r mitak2 la ak xjd cam tu..Nauzubillah..jgn la skali-kali Allah palingkan hati ku ni..jangan lah ak drhaka kat mak ayah ak..dah terlampau2 byk jasa mak n ayah kat ak..time kasih mak n ayah sbb besarkn yana.. i love mak n ayah sooooooooooooooooooooooo much...

Thursday, November 6, 2008

fReINdS..


They are the reason for me to be happy with those things happened in my life journey..
All my frens..
They are more than enough for me..
Since i was in kindergarten until now..i have a lot of frens..
I dun need more than a friends. Bcoz i realize that friends will never ever leave me, friendship is an everlasting relationship..
Sure and im very2 sure about this relationship..
But different with love.. It will leave me anytime.. So my friends are so precious for me.. For all my frens..believe me when i said I LOVE U..coz i really2 do.. thanx for being my fren..

DisappoinTed @ keCIwa

nothing to say when someone getting disappointed..hahahaha..if u ever had that kind of this feeling..

no one was excepted including me..yup including me

apa yang dapat saya zahirkan di sini dengan kata-kata ialah..

semasa saya dilahirkan tiada siapa yg kecewa..dan saya juga dilahirkan bukan untuk mengecewakan siapa2 dan bukan untuk dikecewakan oleh siapa2..jd saya seharusnya dan sepatutnya tidak perlu rase kecewa..kerana kecewa itu bukan apa2..

thats the thing that im always remind to myself..but when i was disappointed..i dun know how to deal with it..and i know i feel that i was disappointed rite now..about what..i dun know but i know i was disappointed..im sure and very sure..

SCE 3108

you know what..hmm i feel like want shout out to everyone last evening..deee..i feel like putus jantung when i notice that slap jwb paper exam td..

i dont know y..how i can trapped with that question although im almost read it 3 times lol..so im already lost 16 marks..
i was disappointed..but when i think it again..its ok..maybe its a fate rite..no need to worry..Allah know what will happen next so just let it be..

what i should do rite now just focusing on my next paper for PJK and Sivik.. So Liyana wishing u best of luck..huhuhu =)

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

1001 Kenangan


ngam dgn tajuk malam tu mmg bgi ak 1001 kenangan..mane tak nya ak as a pengerusi tuk majlis tu macam nak gla ak dibuatnya mengurus..dgn da skit kntroversi blkg tabir..hlng 3kg berat ak..ak yg tak penah2 migrain terus dapat penyakit tu free2..lawak gila plak bila ak ingat blk..but Alhamdulliah semua on wlpn da la ckit cacat celany..but i think its normal for certain2 function. . 3hri ak cam robot dr akademik blok pg admint then pg HEP then pg blik penerbitan suda la tingkat 3..nasib baik ak da 2hero yang baik marcell dan luqman..diaorg la yg byk tlng ak selain kwn ak yg sorg ni mmg kmi akn bersama kalo wat keje2 amal IP ni..hehehe.. sapa lagi kalo bkn Aireen.. for u all guys.. thanx a lot ya!..

nasib baik juga anak buah ak yang lain pn ok..da satu bhgn je xbrape ok..tp luckly ak gan marcell bley back up dgn bantuan super hero teknologi KANG FAIRUZ dan semua batchmate ak..thanx la support ak ni..xlpe jg pada junior2 yg lain..kevin choong n da gang..mirul acrap n the gang..abg tahir..kak eva..kak muanah..azierul the best dll..pape pn ak ucap jutaan tahniah..wlpn ak ckit penat dan tertekan tp at last ak rse puas da best plak..cbb dapat bljr mgrus wlpn xla bgs pn ak manage tu..tp kira ok la utk ak ni yg bru belajar..heheheh..

hmm ak pye la ketar2 time bg speech..perh nak gugur jantung..smpi tersasul2 ak sbt nama pensyarah ak..hahaha..gara2 ak mengurus ni juga la da 2x ak dapat mkn free..miss lina belanja..2hr lepas la special siap kena jmpt bwak mkn kat luar..rse dihargai..huhuhu..thanx miss lina..kpd miss fizah tunggak utama ku..thanx byk2 sbb bg kpcyaan kpd ku yg hampeh ni..hohoho..pape pn im enjoy it.. ni da ckit gmbr2 kngn malam tu..its so memorable moment in my life..jeng..jeng..jeng..

panjang ak melalut padahal esk da paper nak exam ni..hahahahha..ni da 2 gambar kat ats tu ak gan aireen..bwh ak gan luqman..dua2 org kuat dlm bntu ak urus mjls ni..da byk g sbnrny tp nape ntah xley upload..lgpn ak da ngtk..nti la ak letak g..hoho

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