aku geram gan seseorg..

haih kalo nk ikt drh muda ak ni mmg ak jd kurang ajr oo td..ak mmg xpuas ht gla..tp ak mc ingt dia tua dr ak..ak kna respect dia..dan nsb baik da En Ismail gan Miss Hamidah yg ley buat ak cool down..ala bkn ak tak tau dia tu pgct sbb tu xbrni nk ckp sndri gan kami..pg la ko..smpi2 bla pn ak ingt la kata2 sindirin dn muka myindir ko tu..nti kalo ajar ank ko kat skola siap la..haaaaaaaaaaa..aku geram..ak bru siap clear semua brg dn bwak angkt smpn ats..pntnya Allah je tau..tp nk jgk tls kat blog ni sbb ak mmg xpuas hati gan pmpn tu..bru dpt jwtn da belagak bgs..ak xske cra org yg menjengkel kn..so irritating..ak ley je time bla En Ismail ckp coz the way he delivered his speech more polite and gentle..xpyh la nak buat2 muka time ckp..bkn kami xley phm pon..buat org bengang je..

just A thouGht..

"sometimes people do try so hard to change something, but if it cant be reversed, thats the time we should guide ourselves to believe what happened, has a reason for it..."

aku anak ayh...

waaaa..holidays..holidays..holidays..ak slalu tunggu cuti sbb nak blk rmh..tp kali ni ak cm bsn ckit r..best fren ak yg dua org ak slalu hang out 2 da p overc..ak xtau nti kat rmh ak nak kuar gan sape..intnet kt rmh pn da prob sjk dlu lg..da ak ykn ayh xkn baikinya utk mse terdekat ni..jd tmn ak skrg hnya tngl mjlh n nvel..tp sume tu prlu pakai duit utk dptkn nya..dn hakikat yg ada ak skrg da pokai ma..

duit elaun ak da limited edition..ak kna thn dr blnje klo ak xnk hdp ssh thn dpn..klo ak xnk kais pg mkn pg..kais ptng mkn ptg next year..duit2..dmana ak nak cri ni..hr tu cti bln 8 ak da notice stu kdi mkn bru da bkak kat area tmn prmhn ak..haa ak mcm da nmpk duit2 yg trbg dr kedai tu..huhuh..tp prob ak ayh..ayh slalu tsk kc green light kat ak ble ak nak keje.. dia kte duit dia mc ckp..mmg la..tp ak ni jns brt mlt nak mitak duit dri dia..lgpn ak tau dia nak pki duit tu..stu lg ak nak independent..ak da bsr biarla ak cri duit cndri..ak nk rse hdp cri duit..hehehe..nak tngu ak dpt gji first ak..lmbt g..nti 2011 tu..hohoho

jd mcmne..kalo ikt planning awl..byk aktvti ak..plan nak reunion batch geng mrsm ytd dlu..plan nak reunion bdk2 tns samudera la..p lepak KL rmh cousin ak la..pg kedah rmh aireen lg..tp smua tu kna brgntg gan ayah..kalo kwgn stable pn tp ayh xkc..msnh impian..

ayah..ayah..a great man..dia jga ak umpama menatang minyak yang penuh..wlpn mse kck slalu gak kna pkul..tp sape suro ak nakal..smpi ak da nak msk 21 thn pn ayh mc angp ak mcm 12 thn..ak xpndi nik bas..btl, sbb ak xpenah bli tket bas cndri sbb time skolah mmg ayh akn jmpt dn amik ak..wlpn time f4 n f5 ak skola kt melaka..xd mslh bg ayh utk drive slama 5jam@6jam dr trgnu ke mlka utk amik ak..huhuhu..bla ak masuk UM pn..ayh akan dtng hntr dn amik..cma bla ak duk cni je ayh tak amik n xhntr ak..hehehe..tp smpi KL je of course ayh yg akn amik ak..cma starting this year, ak je memandai2 book flight dr Twau-KL-Kuantan tnpa pgthn ayh..krg2 xla juh sgt ayh kna drive..airport kuantan dr kemaman 1hour je plng lama kalo jln sesak..

tp sabtu ni ayh dtg amik ak kt LCCT..ayh cm nak stay KL lu..tp ak xmnt gat..sbb ak pnt..dn ak honestly xske KL sbb bz..ak xske traffic jam..ak xske crowded..dn ak bkn lh kaki shopping ac2ly..ak akn shopping bla da sale n kewangan ak boleh membanggakan..tp gn kddkn skrg ak rse baik ak duk rmh tlng mak pe yg ptt..dn lyn movie yg ak ske..ak pn bkn jns yg ske tgk tv gak..ntah ak pn xtau ak ske pe..hahhaha..

jd ak dah da aura yg cti ni mgkn mbsnkn..tp as long as ak drmh..ok la..ak da parent ak gan adk2 yg best..huhuhu =) tp yg psti ak msti tunaikn jnji ak kat Long yg ak akan pg rmh dia..dn ayh pn da stju..yg pntg kat cni A.Y.A.H....hehehehe =)

huhuhu

semalam paper last ak sivik..mcm da harapan nak score.. Alhamdulillah ak ley jwb all the questions..huhuhu..wlpn ak dmm + batuk thp superb..tekanan ak time mnjwb..xpts ak mkn gla2 gan mnm air sbb nak cover batuk ak..hohohoho..

smlm jg ak berkecil ht..ak kdg2 xphm gan org yg ske nak dalih2..knp xbleh je dia berlaku adil..layan semua org sma rata..kalo btl la smua kwn..so buat la smua cm kwn..knp da bias..hish..kck ht aku..ak yg da elok2 xpk bkn2 xpsl2 jd ak tpk..ak mmg kck ht..ak hrp kck ht ak ni cpt plh sblm hr jumaat@esk..huhuhu

ak bkn lg bdk2 wlpn kdg2 ak mcm bdk2 tp ak tau sape ak..nti 17 disember ni ak da msk 21 thn..kalo ikt thn, thn dpn umr ak 22thn..ak da bleh time la prkra yg sbnr..jgn la nak hide2 dr ak..ak bkn bdk2 lg..dnt treat me like a kid anymore.. =(

berkali2 ak bce msg tu..eeeeeee..xske r dalih2 ni..tp ak tgh recovering ni..tu ak luah kat blog ni..huhuhu

maraton movie..

ayat2 cinta..kungfu panda..alvin and the chipmunks..shrek..i love all the movies..especially kungfu panda..i wanna be a dragon warrior..hahahahaha..just be urself and it will be.. =)

meMbURU..

ak mc mburu mncri kbnrn wlpn realitinya kbnrn sdh terbentang luas..pa yg perlu ku buat hnya pcya dgn kbnrn itu..thats it..more than enough..emptiness..thats what im feel since the day i know the truth..im feel just like heart broken..y? y? y?..im not suppose to be react and feel like that..we have nthing..there is nothing special between us..between me and him..but somehow it really make me feel down for the whole day..idiot..really idiot..i will become to0 weak when talk about feeling..im not love him..he is not my love n im not his lover..we never ever have special relationship even special conversation..all happen in formal.. but y i miss him..he never ever give hope for me..just a help while i was need it..while im in trouble..and never cross in my mind i will admire him..but thats was happen to me now..and i dont know how to deal with it.. idiot again rite..hopefully this coming holidays will make me forget him..hahaha..im not maria, and he is not fahri and his gf is not Aisha like in ayat2 cinta film..huhuhu

Xd rezeki lg..

hmm..hr ni nsb ak sama gan paper sce 3108..xd rezeki..kalo hr tu esei yg masalah tp kali struktur palk..cnfirm 14 marks kena tolak..ak mghrpkn ak dpt score A utk pj..tp mcm da kelam hrapn ak..hopefully course work ak dpt back up both of the paper Sn and Pj..sem lepas pointer ak jatuh merudum..0.10 bezanya..but Alhamdulliah its still 3.50 and above..So i hope for this sem its still 3.50 and above..hmm..tp rse kcwa ak menyesak kn kalo nak dibndgkn gan paper Sn hr tu ak xfrust sgt..tp yg tadi tu basic je..kaedah dlm P&P..mcm mane ak ley silap..mcm mane ak ley pk pndkatan plak..hye..kalo nak dipk kcwa..mmg ak rse down gla..tp back to the basic..He knows what will going next..so redha dan tawakal kepada Allah..Dia tahu pa yg Dia buat..i dnt know y..im lack of focussing during this exam..almost slh anylse question..not concerntrait..mgkn sbb keadaan ak jgk yg tba2 xchat..May Allah bless me for the next paper.. Sivik & Kewarganegaraan..im tired...