WaKe up..

oh already wake up at 11.30 am..( im not sleep tonight, just sleep at 7.00 am) then on the spot open my note because aireen request me to continue write a note and answer the questions for num 6 n 7..huhu..because she has piano class at town today..im still 'mamai-mamai' that time but i still can hear and understand it..see how 'kalut' i am..hahahaha..

suddenly i feel nervous because im not cover many thing especially for earth and space..im only realise that at this morning..because of that..im write a note for the topic that not come out for exam..hahaha..sangat2 sengal..huhuhu..k i wanna take my bath and take my lunch.then .zohor prayer (responsibility to Allah must be the first, my mum and dad said..and i still remember it until now)..and continue my study..hope i have motivation to study today..i dont want to be like yesterday..

ok suddenly im got headache now because of farhana! serious par..plz dont said like that agaian..hahahahahaahahaha..confirm u will laugh when u read this..huhuhu..coz im really confident you know what im talking about and trying to say here.. =p

bUruNG HanTU..

im not sleep tonight..because at 8.15pm im calling with abang about 4 minute(kredit da sengkek tinggal rm1 so xley ckp lama2..hahaha..mesti budget..pack ekonomi k!)..then i told him i want study..and he advice me to concentrate on my study..i said ok..

then, of course i opened my book and my note book to write a note..yup im really do..but i have conversation with aireen and michele..(oh mmg calling kat blik aireen pn td..knon dtg nak study sama2)

we talked about our life at matrix and school life and of course 3 of us laughed when talked about this..we love our matrix life eventhough i just spent one month there then entered this IPG..

then we shared about how Chinese look after their children and how about malay..(indian not include because aireen and i are malay and michele is chinese oh sino actually..hahahah)..we talked how our parent choose the way we grow..michele told us about how their parent treat her and her siblings..about their cousin and some chinese "pegangan" that she said not relevant to follow..you know what michele, im always impress when talked with you..the way u think and talk show how open you are..you are so sincere..you talk what you think and cross in your mind..i like it michele..we talk until 10 o'clock and i just wrote some note only..huuhh..

then at 10.30pm shu and ana came..you know what, this 2 person always make me laugh and laugh non stop..both of them are so funny and have sense of humor..i cant breathe..they like to make a joke..that what we called as spontan joke..plus aireen who is very2 talented to "mengajuk" other people..aireen + ana + shu = me go crazy..huhuhuh..and im done wrote my note at 12.00 am only for 1 topic for the PSK..oh my God..so sad to say but thats the reality..

back to my room, my rumate still study..discuss some topic that maybe come out for earth and space (this what we called soalan spot) im start surfing to find information about big bang theory that talked about how our universe was formed..and i write "big bang theory for kids" im not good in eng..so using wikipidea, just drive me crazy to understand it especially at this moment what we called as saat2 genting..2 days before exam..but im not interested to print out the page at the moment..so im view my blog and view anum's blog read about "syurga cinta film"..oh im interested..my rumate and i have curiosity to know about the film..

so i opened youtube web and found it..watched it then continue with selamat pagi cinta (wah sgt jiwang and setimental lol us to night) and of course im touched and cry for the part which piere andre died in front of her wife, fazura..so sad..just put urself in this situation ( wlpn ak blm khwn tp ak ley feel..peliknya..over la plak..hahahaha) then finished watched it about 2.45 am..watching movie at midnight even just using a small note book make me feel so relax and cool..i love this..

then, continue with my E&S note plus chat with kak na n rumate..kak na sleep here, at my room tonight coz she not feeling well and ask my rumate to urut her..at 3.30 am both of them already sleep and me continue my responsibility as a student..until 4.30 am im getting bored and start blogging..just wait for subuh..then continue my study..and maybe i will sleep at 8.00 0r 9.00 am..thats what my rumate called me as 'burung hantu' yes its me..cute rite..hahaha..syok sendiri..

GOOD MORNING EVERYBODY!!!! n selamat pagi cinta..hehehe..
OMG!!! yana sengal lagi..hahaha..penangan rindu mmg gitu..
rindu sape..blink..blink..blink..rindu mak di kmpg ba..hahaha..
(oh jgn berselindung di sebalik awan k! lapisan awan ok..mgkn di mesosphere layer =p)

iniIAh Di NAmaKan CinTA..

Entry ini seharusny di post pada 17 may 2009..ttp aku tak ada masa dan tak ada mud waktu itu..ku kira utk menulis sesuatu yg baik, aku sndri perlu berada dalam kedaan baik mcm sekarang..ku kira mud aku sekarang stabil walaupun masih ada yang belum lepas dalam hati aku..but let me the one who know..cannot share here..ok continue my entry..(oh why suddenly in eng?huhuh)..ok mari kita tengok apa yang berlaku..tadaaaaaaaa..

Pernikahan Sahid dan Haslina

seperti yang pernah sy tulis dahulu pada entry sy bulan lepas..my bro ni akan kahwin pada 17 May 2009..dan janji telah dikotakan..dan sbg adik2 yang baik of course kami pergi ke jemputan tersebut..abg hantar sendiri tau kad tu kat kami..aku yang g amik..ni kad kahwinnya..

abg mcm terkagum skit tgk kami datang..nape? tak caye ke kami datang..relax r bro..we support you la bro..heheheh..tp kami amik masa 2 jam nak sampai ke majlis kahwin belum lagi kes kereta habis minyak..huuhuhu..al maklum sahaja la aku dan kawan2 bukan tau pun jalan Tawau ni..lgpn kami semua org semenanjung kcuali michele org KK..tye2 member pun diaorg tak tau..tapi jauh gak la dari IP Tawau ni..dah lebih dari bandar dah..kena masuk kampung dulu..jadi terpaksa lah aku turun bertanya orang..

bak kate pepatah 'malu bertanya sesat jalan'..dan disebabkan tak nak sesat dan tak malu..ku kira lebih dari 5 kali aku turun pergi tanya orang..aku main belasah je buat2 tak malu plus ramah2 ckit utk bertanya..ak kan mmg camtu..hahahah..gambar sekitar majlis adalah seperti berikut..alamak ni kenapa tiba2 ayat skima ni..oh mungkin sebab penangan exam kot..hehehehe

ni la 4X4 yang kami naik dulu time abg bawa hantar kami pg PRAKTIKUM..tp sekarang bawa pengantin da..dulu takde pn reben2 ni..yela kami bukan pengantin pun kan..perasan la plak aku ni..sengal! ntah sape la nak khwn gan ak ni..asyik sengal je memanjang..huhuuh

kami..rumate, aku, pasangan mempelai yang sgt cute, long dan michele


snap2 dulu sblm pulang..heheh..

tak sempat amik byk gmbr..lgpn ni majlis org tak kan nak gila bergambar jg kan..behave la ckit..oh da sedikit perbezaan la juga majlis perkahwinan ni..bro org bugis..so tradisi dia agak lain drpd kenduri yg slalu aku pergi kat semenanjung..aku kan org Melayu..pape pn ok jg la..masakan pn best..all of us enjoy it..kami hadiahkan set pinggan mangkuk utk abg dan isteri..besar dan berat gak la..tp tak sempat nak snap..pape pn kepada abg Said dan isteri semoga berbahagia selalu..saya doakan semoga perkahwinan ini akan berkekalan hingga akhir hayat kalian..amin! Thanx juga sbb jemput kami..

p/s-nanti kami kahwin abg dan isteri serta anak-anak (mgkn time tu dah da 3 org anak..hehehe) kena dtg tau..kn ari tu abg dah jnji..hehehe..oh knp tba2 ckp cmtu..ak lmbt lg nak khwn..tp kawan aku yg 3 org lg tu tak tau la..rumate mgkn kau yg khwn dulu..ya mmg kau yg khwn dulu sbb aku dah doa..hahaha =p

seLeSAi sUda..

Two test just over, must feel glad and luckily because most of what we are expect really come out..so its not useless i spend about 3 or 4 days to study education and chemistry..

killer paper?

of course for chemistry.. for education you must be creative to explain the answer using your knowledge and your common sense..the next killer paper is earth and space..im always tought that paper for major subject is killer paper..its like a heavy stone on my head..hahahaah and i got headache and next i will take panadol actifast as the solution..and thats the common sequences..huhuhu..

next paper is on Monday for earsth and space and on tuesday for PJ and PSK..so im not plan to study tonight..i want format my brain first because my brain already full and heavy..hahah (perasan padahal bru study ckit..alasan..sebenarny pemalas..huhhu) so i wanna have fun tonight..already plan it with my fren..

it will engrave next best moment that i have in this colleague with my best buddies..

cannot wait for it..for all my best buddies here..all of you are so gorgeous and wallaa..huhuhu

p/s - friendship is always cherish and fun..a friend is a gift from God..

pEsaNan itu..

he said to me like this..

Jangan fikir bukan-bukan k..
Fokus sama study k..

hmm..ok i will study right now..because..... thanx..143..i hope u understand..

p/s - yana plz focus dont be like last night..flow the water until late night..stop be childish u r already young woman not a gurl anymore..

I am passionate but not obsessive
I am soft - hearted but not weak..
I am hard-headed but not mean..
You get what you see when you see what i got..
but much shown doesn't mean none hidden..

I treasure the past..
Live the present..
Embrace the future..

I am MY SELF..
and
i like it like that......

I AM 22 YEARS OLD

sAmA Je..

Berhenti Berharap

Aku tak percaya lagi
Dengan apa yang kau beri
Aku terdampar disini
Tersudut menunggu mati
Aku tak percaya lagi
Akan guna matahari
Yang dulu mampu terangi
Sudut gelap hati ini

Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat
Kenapa ada derita
Bila bahagia tercipta
Kenapa ada sang hitam
Bila putih menyenangkan
Haa…

Aku pulang…
Tanpa dendam
Ku terima kekalahanku
Aku pulang…
Tanpa dendam
Ku salutkan kemenanganmu
Woo…

Kau ajarkan aku bahagia
Kau ajarkan aku derita
Kau tunjukan aku bahagia
Kau tunjukan aku derita
Kau berikan aku bahagia
Kau berikan aku derita

Haa…
Haa…

Aku pulang…
Tanpa dendam
Ku terima kekalahanku
Rebahkan tangguhmu
Lepaskan perlahan
Kau akan mengerti
Semua…

Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat

oh i miss this song so much and falling in love with this song since for the first time i heard it..and and this song remind me to someone and all my memories.. thats the power of song..

kAlaUlaH..

yakinlah aku menjemputmu - kangen band

teringat selalu wajah kekasihku
saat ku menuai lalu
coba engkau dengarkan
ku tuaikan nada lirik lagu sederhana
ku ceritakan kisah tentang kita

peluklah tubuhku bila engkau rapuh
saat kau mulai terjatuh
aku datang menyelamatkanmu
ini surga kita tiada yang menguasainya
tempat kita bersandar dan bertahta

reff:
tenang sayang, ku pasti akan datang
yakinlah aku menjemputmu
jangan menangis, hapus air matamu
yakinlah ku tetap milikmu

tenang sayang, ku tepati janjiku
karna kau wanita terhebat
peluk tubuhku, matilah di pelukanku
biar seluruh jagad raya tahu

tenang sayang, ku sambut engkau datang
ku yakin engkau menjemputku
jangan menangis, hapus air matamu
yakinkan ku tetap milikmu

tenang sayang, ku pasti akan datang
yakinlah aku menjemputmu
jangan menangis, hapus air matamu
yakinlah ku tetap milikmu

tenang sayang, ku tepati janjiku
karna kau wanita terhebat
peluk tubuhku, matilah di pelukanku
biar seluruh jagad raya tahu

tenang sayang, ku sambut engkau datang
ku yakin engkau menjemputku
peluk tubuhku, matilah di pelukanku
biar seluruh jagad raya tahu
kau milikku..

lagu ini amat indah bagi saya..

bagi saya ubat paling mujarab dalam hidup saya ialah insan2 yang saya sayang dalam hidup saya..merekalah semangat saya..kekuatan saya..nadi saya selain Allah SWT ini semestinya kerana pada Dia lah tempat kita bersandar..

tapi

dalam masa yang sama orang yang paling saya sayang juga boleh jadi racun paling berbisa dalam diri saya..mungkinlah..

p/s - thanx for mak n ayah coz never and ever forget me..always with me..i love both of you so much..mak i miss u..i miss u..i miss u..i will be seat for examination tomorrow, edu paper, at 8.30 am.. Ya Allah plz bless me..