mAsiH sEpErTi dUlu..

I do calling someone just now..
Now..
Everything is change..
but that only not change is
the voice..
the voice is still like before..
the voice that i always miss once upon time..
but now i not miss that voice anymore..
thank you for picking up my call..
but..
i don't know how to talk to you since there have been a long time we are not calling each other..
May God bless you..

i seE my seLf in yOu

the beauty of nature is so simple and undemanding
that we often fail to perceive it
i make it a point to smell the roses
to touch the morning view
to listen to the song birds
to be aware of the great wonders that nature presents to me
i feel this great beauty within that is in tune the great beauty without
Life in the forms nature gives to us is beautiful
we just have to be conscious to be aware of it..
and like the beauty of love too
we just have to be conscious to be aware of it..

p/s - u think its ordinary but its not

oNe BoYfrIEnd Is not eNough..

for people who love to have many boy friends not me..hehe..i just like to have many girl friends around me..because all these people always brighten my days..thanx to all my girl friends..i love you all so much..mmmuaaah..huhuhu

ok actually i easily get bored with everything but lately its seem like i easily get forget about everything..and this my new sickness..well done Liyana..huhuhu

i don't know why and where the wire in my head that sort..but when i'm trying to remember something, mostly i'm failed..sometime even while i was teching my students i'm always forgot what should i do next, i forgot to praise them, apply value to them and bla..bla..bla..i think my teaching skills get worst day by day..hahahaha..i dont think i do great in teaching, never in my life! but i hope i'll get better day by day..experiences always inspire me..my experience is my inspiration..

and i'm always missplace my stuffs..last week i left my laptop at school..and the next day i left my purse at school and from Thursday last week until now i'm still can't remember where i put my bag that contain my observe form from guiding teacher, lesson plan, revision book and my students work sheets..sigh~

and yesterday..Mdm Pauziah came to observe me and i forgot to change the content column in the lesoon plan of my teaching and learning..and as the present i just got only one for this part..but i felt nothing..no feeling..i'm just said ok madam..yes madam..InsyaAllah..i dont know why i currently blur and felt nothing..and lazy..yesterday when madam want to observe me..im not totally prepared..and i refuse to use the LCD..because i was lazy to set up the LCD..but my rumate force me to use it and she willing to do all this for me..she was the one who set up the LCD and i just saw her do all that thing..see how much lazy this girl..tahap gaban suda kemalasan aku ni..huhuhu..

anyways thats not the highlight for today.. the real highlight for today is THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY..hehe..dont u just love the weekends? cannot wait for tomorrow..already have a plan with my girl friends..

Cause the hardest part of this, Is leaving you…

Listening to Cancer -MCR one of the my fav song..sometime listening to old song remind us to our memories right..and now i was listening all the memories song..Teenagers but now i am 22 years already..huhu

Turn away
If you could get me a drink
Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my Aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me
In all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you, (O-Ooo)
Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you.

Now turn away,
Cause I’m awful just to see
Cause all my hair’s abandoned all my body,

All my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I’m just soggy from the chemo,
By counting down the days to go.
It just ain’t livin’
And I just hope you know,

That if you say,
Good-bye today,
I’d ask you to be true,
Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you… (Whoa-oh-oh)

Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you…

My Chemical Romance - Teenagers

They’re gonna clean up your looks
With all the lies in the books
To make a citizen out of you
Because they sleep with a gun
And keep an eye on you, son
So they can watch all the things you do

Because the drugs never work
They’re gonna give you a smirk
‘Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They’re gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone’ll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they’ll leave you alone, but not me

The boys and girls in the clique
The awful names that they stick
You’re never gonna fit in much, kid
But if you’re troubled and hurt
What you got under your shirt
Will make them pay for the things that they did

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone’ll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they’ll leave you alone, but not me

Ohhh yeah!

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone’ll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they’ll leave you alone, but not me

All together now!

Teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone’ll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they’ll leave you alone, but not me
[x2]

PosITivE vS nEGatIVe..

You can accept what others view or opinion..
but
Whether you want take it as positive or negative..
All, depends on you..
You are the one who colour your world..
not others..
Maybe people can't see the way you see your world..
but
Its does't mean that you are wrong..
At last you know who you are ..
and
Why you choose to be like that..

RaNdoM mOMenT..

sUaraKu BeRhARap..

bila kamu tidak mahu dengar apa yang saya katakan..

saya pun tidak mahu dengar apa yang kamu katakan..

adil bukan..

disini aku masih sendiri merenung hari-hari sepi..
bila esok hari datang lagi..
aku tanpa mu..
masih tanpa mu..

p/s - boat tu digunakan untuk menangkap ikan di pengkalan..