tHeM..

okay what should i do for right this second or for the whole holidays..any suggestion that you want to suggest???

hmm..enough is enough..wuhuuu..wth! what the honey..i feel that i want go to southern Utah..hahahah..where's the place..oh if you want to know just follow me..
(alamak mcm iklan pencuci muka follow me, xyah r beli hari tu aku beli terus kering kulit muka aku..kali ni dont follow me..hahaha..mati aku kalo anak tokay kilang follow me bace blog aku..hehehe)

ok lets continue about the southern utah..why i really want go there because, i want to escape, to find peace, to leave all that behind and i was influenced by the novel "the codex"..that's the real reason..the last one..hahahaha..

and you know what..in southern Utah..this landscape is the most beautiful in the world with some of the greatest Jurassic and Cretaceous fossils bed anywhere..i can imagine how beautiful the place once i read the description about the Southern Utah..

to make it real and more clear i google the pictures of Southern Utah..jeng..jeng..jeng..lets we find out the answer..(eh silap2, ni ayat mdm pau ajar aku mase praktikum kat sek hari tu..hahaha)..no..no..no..lets we look at the pictures..yeah..this time is right..good gurl yana..(dah2 yana stop it jgn ko melalut sana)


Southern Utah is one of the most scenically diverse areas in the world. Southern utah ranges in elevation from 2,000 to over 10 000 feet..You'll find the terrain of Southern Utah to be striking in its contrast..from red rock to high mountain forests southern utah has it all

Havasu fall at Southern Utah..

waa..i like this kind of leaf..i used to call it as love leaves like hindustan film Mohabbtaein..and once again i was influenced..but this time by film..hahaha..and you also can find it, at Southern Utah..waa what a lovely place..huhuhu (jiwang mood..stop it yana..jgn buat org rase loya mcm mengandung 2 bulan..hihihi)

i want forget about some of them for a while..so i need to create a little piece of heaven for myself..i wish i can go there..at least in my dream..huhuhu..

p/s - ciannya anak pakcik mat ni pg dalam mimpi rupanya..awas jangan ketawakan saya..hehehe..ketawa sajalah selagi kamu da peluang untuk ketawa..kerana ketawa itu penawar lara..wuuhuu..bila pujangga berkata2 maka tidurlah sang pembaca..hahahha

pErMiNtaaN hAti..

seharian ni telefon saya, maksud saya handphone la diam je..tiada call masuk even massage..tapi tiba di suatu petang nokia tune (fav tone yana..dulu, kini dan selamaya..pinjam motto UMNO..hahaha..well i ancient gurl..huuhu) pun berkumandang..wow number unknown 014+++++++..

hati yana kate - sape ni?hmm angkat jela since aku pun free

o19 - hello sape ni
014-hmm ni kat mane
019-(monolog - lorh boleh plak tanye kat mane dia yang call aku dulu) hmm awk nak cari sape?
014-macam ni la saya cakap terus terang jela, awk jgn kacau shahrul lagi dia tu tunang saya..
019-haaa?? shahrul? shahrul mane..
(aku diam terblur sebentar seingat aku, aku kenal shahrul seorang je kawan sek ren aku tu pun dah lama tak contact..aku matikan talian sebab aku da tak tahan nak ketawa..hahahahhahahaha..ketawa guling2 aku)

teet..teet..da msg masuk..

014 - sorry salah number mungkin..sorry ya awk..
019 - sy xnak la tunang awk..wlpn sy blum da tunang..ok!..hehehe..memain je..its ok, xd
mslh..biasa la tu silap num..take care dear =)

dan aku terus sambung ketawa..(jahatnya aku ni..huhuhu..karang nanti kalo bila aku da tunang, tunang aku kena kacau baru aku tau!) bukan la camtu cuma lucu aku rasa..tak mengapalah mungkin ini di namakan pengorbanan..hari ni kan hari raya korban..eh pa kaitan sengal lah ko yana.. =p

k, cau dulu..mau pergi makan daging bakar..nah kan aku dah kate..daging lagi..ndak pa la ba..kalo ini takdirnya..aiseh syahdu la plak ko ni yana..boleh mati tercekik daging je baca ayat sengal ni..

p/s - mlm ni mkn aym goreng ala2 kfc home made punye..akhirnya mak tau juga anaknya ni udah jemu kok makan daging sajja..hehehe..i love you mak..mmmuaaahh.. =)

oh yeAH..yEah..yeAh..

ya semalam hari raya korban..dan saya turut berkorban..berkorban hati..hahaha..blah la ko yana..buat2 puitis lak kat cini..ok bila hari raya korban..mesti rumah aku busy sebab baru nak duduk jap..

assalamualaikum..pak cik mat..pak cik mat..encik mat..dll ni nak bagi daging ckit ni

oh jangan mengeluh walaupun tak sempat duduk sebab Alhamdulillah, rezeki Allah bagi ni ok?

dan seperti biasalah constant 2 3 hari mungkin seminggu lauk pauk di rumah memang akan berasaskan daging cuma mungkin cara dimasak je yang berbeza..aku ni plak da la spesis tak berapa minat gan daging..adui na..tapi kalo satay dan serunding, aku suka satay dan serunding daging..huhuhu..manis bep..

sedap cik oi..huhuhu

tadi pun bangun2 tido mak masak mee goreng daging, sup daging dan daging masak merah..nah kan aku dah kate..huhuhu..

okeh selamat hari berdaging saya ucapkan..huhu =)

p/s - kwn sy kate jgn makan daging byk sgt nanti cepat panas@jadi cepat pemarah..ye ke tu r..saya pun tak tahu..betul ke tak..huhuhu

bila saya happy saya bagi tau mak, ayah, kawan2, orang yang saya sayang..tp bila saya marah n sedih..saya lebih suka express dalam bentuk penulisan..sebab saya tak tahu nak bagi tau sape dan orang tak kan faham kenapa.

saya sedih dan marah..tapi saya tak tahu pada sape saya nak kongsikan rasa ini..dan seperti biasa yang selalu saya buat selama ini sebelum dan selepas saya mempunyai blog ini, saya lebih selesa ungkapkan rasa ini dalam bentuk penulisan..

sejak saya menginjak dewasa saya jarang expresskan rasa marah dan sedih saya secara fizikal..saya selalu simpan di hati dan paling tidak pun ditemani sahabat sejati saya sebelum saya tidur..

hari ini pun saya marah dan sedih gan sesuatu..tapi last sekali saya salahkan diri sendiri..saya selalu berusaha menjaga hati orang (walaupun kadang2 selalu gak wat org sakit hati..huhhuhu) tapi kadang2 orang tak berusaha pun nak jaga hati saya..

orang yang saya maksudkan kat cni ramai, tak terhad atau tertumpu pada seorang je..kadang2 saya rase semua orang same je..

saya tak mintak yang susah pun..bukanny saya mintak belikan saya gaun cinderella yang selalu sy berangan pakai masa saya kecik2 dulu..atau mitak belikan tiket flight utk saya terbang ke Australia untuk jumpa kangaroo dan koala bear walaupun ni salah satu impaian saya sejak kecil..

kalo saya boleh korbankan masa dan tenaga saya walaupun kadang2 sumpah saya busy untuk menjaga hati org lain, kenapa bila turn saya even sekejap je orang tak boleh buat ek..kalo selama ni saya ley ikut keputusan dan kehendak org lain kenapa bila saya cuba nak..ntah la..hmm

tapi saya tak ley cakap cmni..sy dah hampir dewasa, kena pikir matang..mungkin da sebab tersendiri kenapa sesuatu terjadi..lagipun macam tak ikhlas sudah bila saya berharap orang balas pa yang saya buatkan..tak baik macam tu..

kepada yana..jangan sedih2..yana kena selalu sabar, berani dan kuat..kadang2 benda yang sedih sekarang akan buat kita happy kemudian hari..hidup kena ceria k

Allah tak uji kita dengan sesuatu yang kita tak mampu hadapi.. =)
p/s - bila saya mengharapkan orang2 yang mampu buat saya tidak bersedih juga buat saya bersedih..saya hilang kata2..dan selalunya orang2 yang harapkan akan mampu buat saya tidak bersedih itulah buat saya rasa sedih..

20's abOut mE..

1. I tend to put the needs of others before my own.

2. When it comes to work, I much prefer a team environment.

3. Nothing gets me more upset than my family, my friends and my beloved one

4. I never have had a long term relationship with someone..hahaha

5. I don't like change. I see it as disruptive.

6. I avoid confrontation.

7. People have told me that I tend to be indecisive, but I think I just take my time weighing the pros and cons of a situation.

8. I am happiest when I have a significant other.

9. When a long term project comes up at work, I excel at putting together a strategy for making the project a success.

10. Gathering, shopping and vacation with my friends are typical social events for me.

11. I am excellent at saying just the right thing to people. I have never had to put my foot in my mouth.

12. I have never been divorced and I don't even understand how a marriage could ever end.

13. I'd say my worst habit is my tendency to be a gossip..huhuhu

14. I would say that I am artistic with my own way..no one knows this..hahaha

15. Sometimes, if I am feeling bored, I can fall into a rut and become very lazy and apathetic.

16. I love learning as much as I can about the people I know.

17. When I workout, I prefer to do it with friends.

18. No matter how much I disagree with the personal opinions of an individual, I can always win them over with a good, long conversation..but need to put a big effort to convince them..

19. I'm not fashionable..so i rarely, to keep up with the most current fashions.

20. No matter how much I disagree with my partner on a certain issue, I always look for a compromise.

p/s - i can't sleep thats why i waste my time by wrote this..hehehe

i found this while i viewed my old testimonials at friendster..sometimes i felt like i want delete my friendster account..but i'm still hesitate because many memories were there..and sometime i miss that moment..if i can turn to that time..that moments..only if i can but i can't..

a luLLaby..

i'm one in a million..
i'm still the same person yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever..
i'm still easily hurt and touch but i don't take long to recover..
i'm still hard to make any decision..so please don't ever you try to push me..
i'm still hot-tempered, stubborn and sensitive..
i'm still easily to forgive but not forget..
i'm still who i am..i'm not a drama queen..
i'm still show my bad side so i can sort out who can accept me at my worst..
i'm still a young daughter for my dad n my mum..even i already 22 years old now..
i'm still learned and learned about life..about how to be a human..
i'm still not perfect but at least i try to be perfect..
i'm still confuse..so please don't get me wrong..