yAnG TeRdALaM..

tenangkan hatimu dengan mengerjakan solat dan membaca ayat-ayat suci Al-Quran..

adukan semua gundah hatimu, siksa batin mu, sakit hatimu, luka parut mu kepada Allah..

sesungguhnya Dia tahu apa yang terbaik buatmu..

juSt sUn burn nOt heArt buRn..

Girl's heart heal itself

i love walking in the rain 'cause no one knows i'm crying

i like both quotations above

but

i just dont have enough reasons to share it here..

i just need more vacation..sigh~

p/s - i love to listen to sad and depressing songs although i am not quite sad..don't ask me why if you know it..

sAyA tak maIn2 oKies =p

k kali ni betul2 tak main2 da mcm tadi..kali ni betul2 sedih..ak rasa ak cm dah engaged gan bdk2 4 Gemilang..sgt best mgjr mereka..nakal tu tak sah cakap, tapi walau marah cmne pun diaorg ttp baik gan aku..sdih ooo..

tadi pun beria suruh aku masuk kelas diaorg besok walaupun tiada kelas aku gan diaorang esok..dan kebetulan kak dayang tiada..jadi aku akan masuk kelas dia org esok..ley la aku buat AR..hehehehe..

terasa sedih palk, well budak darjah 4 kecil2 je..comel2 masih..tadi kitaorg main music box..waa sgt best dan teruja diaorg mnjawab soalan..sbnrnya tak payah nak tackle hati budak kalo tau caranya..

apa yang istimewa tentang budak2 ni..mereka tak simpan lama apa yang kita buat kat mereka..mostlynya gitu la..dan itulah aku selalu terapkan dalam diri aku..kalo org buat pape kat aku..aku akan ingat smpi bila2 tapi aku tak la benci, marah ataun dendam..sbb mgkn da sbb orang buat gitu kat aku..

pa yang best jadi cikgu ialah kamu boleh jadi diri kamu dan yang penting ikhlaskan hati sewaktu mengajar..InsyaAllah kamu akan berasa puas, walaupun kdg2 rasa penat..tapi kepuasan mengajar adalah yang utama bagi aku..macam hari ni..have fun with my beloved pupils 4 Gemilang..teacher love you all..buah hati kesayangan teacher..mmmmuaaah..

da 3 x je lagi tuk jumpa mereka..well time flies really fast..da nak hbs 3 bulan tanpa aku sedar..huhuhu

p/s - melankolik mood.. dan jgn cuba ingat benda yang pahit memang la akan jadi pahit mcm makan bitter gourd dan akan menyebabkan tak ley tido..huhuhu =p

dAmN HuRt..

no la..i'm happy =)

so here i am typing in Science Lab..

but this is another reason to mourn..

you know what i was google-ing on the internet just now?

"How to Handle a Break Up: Things You Should Do to Protect Yourself."..wuhuuu..

what for i need to read this..what hell with that..just leave it..(tak hingin i nak bace..huhuhu)

k, actually i was looking for materials of my class tomorrow..esok sekolah ganti..what the nice bep going to school on Saturday..sigh~..

i miss someone that i care soooo much..

someone i can shared the laugh and the tears together..

miss all those laughters i have with the person, and the feeling the person makes me to sense..

i treasure every moments we spend together. laughing, laughing, and laughing. endless laughters. and you know you always have a shoulder to cry on..

but i know you're happy now..

so i don't think i should disturb you with my tears story..

ignorance is bliss..

not knowing something is more comfortable than knowing it; what you don't know can't hurt you..

i never have the urge of knowing the truth when i know, once i find out the truth, it will hurt me and the less i know about it, the easier it will be..

i guess i can't handle the truth. so please, don't hurt me any longer. let me live by pretending there is no open door that welcomes me to come into..

frankly speaking, because I'm a young lady not a girl anymore..huhuhu..

p/s - separuh jiwaku pergi is not my favourite song..haahahaha..Cian Anang..dan satu lagi entry yang tiada motif sementara menunggu budak2 4 Gemilang datang ke Lab..hohohoho

Girl's heart heal itself

pernah jua ku terluka dihiris belati tajam,

walaupun rasa pedih masih mampu ku menahan..

tapi kini aku luka erti luka perasaan,

walaupun tak berdarah bisa buat aku gundah...

best lagu ni eh..hmm layan.....

p/s - moral of the story jgn calling lama2..sbb nanti panas telinga la apa lagi..tak baik fikir bukan2 tau..wink~

I certainly do not want to go through mistakes again.. Let things work themselves out, and when you know it, you just know it..

when you make an effort, and the next minute you're ignored, you seriously feel like taking it all back... and wish, just randomly wish you could get on a hot air balloon!

p/s - green tea always be my favourite to cool down my self in and out..

stop growing la..eh bukan stop fating la..hahaha..da ke word fating..hentam la labu..k tolong la jangan naik lagi berat I..latest sekali dalam 50kg menghala ke 51kg jadi aku assume je 51kg..hukhukhuk..ada orang marah aku nak kurus, dia kata da kurus makin kurus..hmm da rasionalnya..

1.sbb bulan 28.5.2010 ak balik semenanjung..duk rumah confirm mak masak best..aku confirm layan nasi 2 pinggan dowh..neh..kalo duk cini pun ley naik 2@3 kg kalo duk rumah apa ntah lagi..kalo dah 51 kg + 3@4kg = 54kg@55 kg..wut3..ni da obes ni kalo kira BMI..tak mau!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ngeri aku..hukhukhuk..

2.sbb nanti tak muat baju2 aku..kang kena beli lain..aku takde duit ni..neh..duit lagi..

3.nanti jadi cam makcik2..sy xnak jadi cm makcik2..hahah..bukan mksd sy kat cni..orang yang dah da anak pn tak berat sngt..takkan la sy yg belum khwn nak lebey2 berat kan

4.sy tak pregnant..sumpah tak..kwn sy pregnant berat dia 54kg saya tak pregnant kenapa cm nak sama je berat kami..ish3..xley jadi ni..

5.dan sy mmg obses gan berat dan nak kurus ni..tapi belum tahap aneroxia la..waras lagi..hahaha

6.sy yang pendek..tinggi sy hanya cuma 154@155cm so kena lah kasi match ba..huhu

jadi sblum pulang kampung at least (alamak ni mcm dlm lesson plan plak, behavioral objective..hahaha) aku kena kasi turun 3kg biar jadi 47@48kg..jadi misi satu bulan puasa kat IP Tawau nanti..hahaha..gila melampau..tak2 bukan..puasa sunat la dan jan lupa kena work out petang2..jgn mls yana!! caiyo3..