cUtE n CuMiL =)

someday someone might come into your life and love you the way you've always wanted.. 
if your someday was yesterday, learn.. 
if your someday is tomorrow, hope..
but if your someday is today,cherish..

kecian girl menangis pastu tak kena pujuk lagi tu..huhuhu..

 boy pergi tinggal dgn muka serius lg tu..hoho

mcm bf i je ni..kalo tgk hot2 sikit terus suara serius..hehe

saYa SaYanG bF sAya =)

Perwatakan anda dalam memilih pasangan

Result: I TAU I SAYANG U!! I YAKIN! COUPLE TERUS JAM NI DAN UNTUK SELAMA-LAMANYA!

Anda jenis yang ikutkan tunjuk hati, Handsome/cantik mana pun lelaki/perempuan, jika tidak berjaya menarik hati anda dengan kuat, cukup la hanya sekadar kawan, atau kawan tapi mesra sahaja. Kadang-kadang sampai membuat kan si kawan itu mengharap dengan cinta anda. Tapi jika si dia bakal membuat kan anda angau dan selesa bersama, anda tidak menunggu lama. risau di ambil orang. Tapi awas, cinta itu buta, namun kita ada akal untuk berfikir, jika lelaki itu baik beruntunglah badan, jika sebaliknya, merana lah diri, kerana anda pencinta yang setia. Jika berpisah, anda lah orang yang paling biru mulut menangis. OopS. Jika ada masalah bersama, sayangi lah diri anda lebih dari segalanya,ok?

oh ini namanya result kuiz..saya amik kuiz ni past few days..part paling aku suka..part, Anda jenis yang ikutkan tunjuk hati..


dan part aku kecian..Kadang-kadang sampai membuat kan si kawan itu mengharap dengan cinta anda..kecian, aku mcm da gak la buat orang kecewa..eh tapi bukan sengaja..cop aku tak bagi harapan ek..xd pun ak ckp syg2 rindu2 ke..no!no!no!no!..aku bukan spesis camtu..kalo gan semua org pun ckp syg ckp rindu parah la juga..bongok gila..da seorg bf pun kdg2 aku haru biru..hmm, tu pun bleh salah2 sent msg..ni kan kalo da lelaki cadangan walaupun kadang2 ada bercadang nak buat..hahahah..berniat je tak laksanakan pun..tu pun bila time marah2..hehehe..nasib baik kalo niat jahat xdapat dosa, kalo tak nimbun2 eh..hehehe..


tapi part yang boleh buat ak tersenyum bangga..bace  sekali lagi bangga dowh bangga..kerana anda pencinta yang setia..ehem, part ni memang tak perlu dipertikaikan lagi ye wahai jejaka yg setia dan baik hati di luar sana..hahaha..


tapi berbaloi setia kalo bf@suami yg ak dpt setia..kalo tak mcm ni lah padahnya..jika lelaki itu baik beruntunglah badan, jika sebaliknya, merana lah diri..Jika berpisah, anda lah orang yang paling biru mulut menangis..tapi paling syahdu aku bace bila biru mulut menangis..bapak epic dowh..pengalaman aku, ak tak la smpi biru nangis..hohoho


tapi dalam pahit da manisnya..pehal tiba2 je aku ni..hahaha..ni la aku selalu nasihatkan diri aku..sayangi lah diri anda lebih dari segalanya..ya aku tengah ajar diri aku begini..kalau orang dah tak menghargai kita, buat apa kita menunggu..blah terus..jangan pk2 lagi..chewah..cakap bukan main tinggi melangit..buat mampu ke?..sendiri pk la..hehehehe..tetapi selagi orang menghargai kita, hormati dan hargailah orang itu..


ni lah pandangan dari mata hatiku sebab saya perempuan bukan wanita..adabanyak  beza antara perempuan dan wanita..


sbb sy perempuan sy nak kahwin umur 26 tahun..honeymoon 2 tahun dengan husband..umur 28 baru nak ada anak..yeaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh..heheheh..hmm ni perancangan aku tuk masa depan aku lah..setakat ni takde sebarang apa2 perubahan..aku tetap dgn perancangan ni walaupun buah hati kesayangan kate nak kahwin umur 28 tahun..tapi takpe..tak salah merancang..kita tengok sape yang mengalah sama ada aku atau dia..tak pun dua2 tak payah mengalah sebab dua2 kahwin gan orang lain..aduh kesian..cinta tak kesampaian..haish jangan la ba..palis2 orang sabah kate..orang semenanjung kate simpang malaikat 44..huhuhu..nanti anak i mesti banyak kosa kata..sbb kena belajar dua bahasa, sabah dan semenanjung..hehehe..


blah la ko yana, berangan je selalu mentang2 draft AR dah submit..terus update blog..da la ckp merapu..takpe..bf kate updatelah asalkan bahagia..bf i ni, i ada u pun i dah bahagia la..hehehe..tapi bf punya result kuiz..hmm agak mengecewakan la..tapi mmg ak dah agak dah itu bakal terjadi..mula2 ak pk, ak je yg -ve..rupanya..hmm sendiri smbg la..mls nk kupas bnda yg kecewakan hati kecil aku ni..ak harap........biar jela ak smpn di hati..xpyh la ak tls kt cini..sbb kalo bf btl2 syg ak..dia tau pa yg ak harapkan..alamak tba2 melankolik plak di bhgn penutup..ni la baru tak sterotaip..ending je mesti happy, ending je mesti happy..pa ko ingat semua ending, happy ending ke..drama, movie, fairy tales boleh ar..real life belum tentu babe..but at least we do try to make it a happy ending..




k sekian, mari pergi beli juadah berbuka dan kuih yang tak sedap..aduh tragis magis aku gan kuih2 kat cini..bagus lagi cikit kuih yang aku buat wlaupun tak pro tapi boleh la..huhuhu..


kepada muslimin dan muslimat..selamat berbuka dan semoga diberkati Allah selalu =)


p/s - mesti ar syg, xperlu dipersoalkan lagi..oh sungguh comel msg ni..tiap2 hari i baca sebelum tido =p oh ini blog sya tak kisah la sy nak tulis pape pn k? =p 

31 July 2010 

SyUKur..

Atas nikmat kehidupan yang dikurniakan.. sesungguhnya, dan sesungguhnya kita mesti ada sebab untuk bersyukur..

 Allah pasti sudah merancang yang terbaik untuk setiap hamba hamba-Nya..

=)

tiba2 teringat kata2 friend of mine 3tahun lalu 

- bukan single, tapi andartu..whohoo..apaka beza single dan andartu?cam takde je..hahaha

a fren of mine yang slalu buat lawak dan bergaduh gan aku kalo jumpa n contact..

satu2ny kwn aku yang selalu tak percaya kalo ak ckp ak da bf..

sbb dia kata aku ganas tapi kuat nangis..pastu makan comot2 tumpah kena tudung..

mana da lelaki nak jatuh cinta gan pmpn cmni..

mana da lelaki boleh paham aku dia kate..

ciss betul lah ko ni..

mentang2lah awek ko cun..ko kutuk aku ek..

ko tak tau,itu 6 @ 7 tahun lepas lah..

skrg aku dah jadi perempuan la..hahaha

da bf lagi..hansem pa bf ak..

nak je ak tunjuk kat ko tapi syg aku dah tak tau ko kat mane..

last time aku dengar ko nak g Jerman kan..

aku doa kau bahagia gan awek ko dan suksess la..

amin..

the ReAsOn iS yOu nOt me..

Nursarah Zalkafli yana apa alamat blog ko?

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    Moizik Aian kite tak bleh baca...slash je bleyh
    

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    Nursarah Zalkafli emm...macam tuk ek..huhuhu
    

    19 hours ago ·  · 

i dont know what a proper reason i should tell them why i change and hide my blog url..

so i just ignored the wall post..huhu..

i rather choose to hide my feeling in front of my friends and my family..

because i love them and dont want make them worry..

or have bad impression towards something or someone else..

its not about this blog only for my love one or else or else..

just because this blog is mine..

the place i express my thought and my feeling..

i dont want people out there have misunderstand with my writing..

because i'm write with heart and soul here..

regardless if people can't see it the way i see myself, i see the issues or something..

even if the people is my love one or my best friend or someone else.. 

and 

i'm not comfort when people read my blog and talk about me or issues that i'm write behind..

i'm not an artist..

i'm not seeking for being popular or else..

all i want is,  to create a little piece of heaven for myself..

thats why i decide to change my blog url..

p/s - i think i should forget about the rest of the world..and start to create a little piece of heaven for myself..my back is aching..just ordinary day but its very tiring..I smiled weakly..

the truth makes the ride worthwhile..

the truth is as much of an object as an obsession..



huh..really drive me hungry..WTH!!!!!!! what the honey =p 

pUre HeaRt..

i like white colour but i'm not really on it..hmmm maybe last year i'm already wrote an entry about this..and today i want write it again..


just in case, i'm forgot..it can remind me about how important to have white heart...


as we known white is clean..virgin and so on..i wish i have a white heart..i dont want to have negative thought or bad impression to others..even sometime its seems to be that way..
because i just a human..


but sometime people cant see the way i see my self..people cant know the reasons of my action..why i do this and why i do that..people can judge me or have bad perception towards me..i don't care..because the way i think different with you..because people are different..totally different..


thats why sometime people can't take easily the way we talk, we said, we think, we act and etc..and please don't think that people can accept all your actions just because he/she loves you..nope..wrong is wrong..ethic is ethic.. 


that's why..why sometime some people cant accept you or some people just plain hate you for no reason at all..as i was grow old..i just ignore this kind of people in my life..its more better..and more WHITE..isn't???no need to go around by being plastic and all fake telling that its you..huhuhu..because at last people know and realise who you are..think wisely.. =)


p/s - i'm wearing white shirt while writing this..epic dowh..huhuh

wuhuu..comel =)

LiFE iS a GiFT..

ok life is a gift so i try to Live Life To The Fullest..i'm kind a blur and moody these past few days..everything is tiring for me..huh..


beside that, I've been soooo busy these past few days with many worksss.. assignments..can people stop give burden on me..

Actually, I have no idea of what am I doing..We had a brainstorming, guide and bla..bla..bla and but it's a dead end..sigh~

Ya Allah, please give me some ideas on how should I settle this..

I had followed all the instruction but it won't turn out the way it supposed to be.. 

I was so blurred because what I am thinking is just to finish all works ASAP.. 

I went to toilet just now  but all these always in mind.. 
I washed my face with shampoo, and I only realize why this facial foam  smell different..
I was smiling alone.. 
idiot me! hahahaha

i'm never falling in love with you but yeaah you drive me crazy and you turned my whole world upside down..

Action Research 

Action Research 

Action Research 

Action Research 

Action Research 

i have no idea?? what do you think?? bla..bla..bla..

p/s - i read my old entries..i love my life in 2nd sem 2009..i'm happy..enjoyed my life..i miss to write anything that make me happy and laugh not this kind of writing..sigh~ and for the first time i decide to label this entry as Action Research.. 

I LIkE ThE WaY yOu Hurts mE..thAnX..

Boys, are like songs. There are those songs that you instantly love, and the songs you hate at first but then learn to like. There are the songs you like at first, but then they start get irritating. There are the songs that you love when you first hear them, but when you truly listen to them, you realize they aren’t that great after all. And then there are the songs that you may not hear for awhile. But when you do hear them, you still know all the words..

A relationship is nothing if every feeling and contribution is only coming from one end. You can’t only take, you have to give..

truly - Lilyana.. 

nice bedroom..

i wish it for my future daughter 

=)