3 dAys beFore tHe DaY oF mIne..

as i expect it will be same like before..like last year..like before..but its ok..i'm ready for it..even i know i'm fragile sometime..

 

JusT Go.. n LiVe wItH yOur LiFe

STUPID things..
True that I may be a perfectionist or selfish at times.. 
Wanting this to go exactly how its suppose to be..
how i want it to be done..
but nothing can be  exactly how I want it to be..
never and ever ok.. 
for sure, there will be always some glitches that will make thing different or off or ruin..
So, there's no escaping from feeling wanting to be selfish at times or maybe all the time too.. 
I really feel bad about feeling the way how I am currently..more accurate these past few days.. 
I just don"t make sense at all! 
everything is wrong and annoyed.. 
It's like there's this part of me where there's a need to please people because I know it'd make me all warm on the inside..
Seriously, crazy much? 
It's like I don't know myself anymore..
I ask myself: Who am I? What are you looking for? and etc..

biLa cInta Kini Tak LaGi bErmaKna..

Just go and live with your life..

p/s - Lagenda Budak Setan..

13 Nov 2010@1MonNth aGo..LokKaWi zOo..

wow time flies very fast..and this entry we can call as entry tertangguh again..suppose to write one month ago..but busy to settle many things that need my attention.. so I decide to write it one month later..hahaha..

went to zoo lokkawi with my beloved one one month ago..heheh..ok tempat dating paling romantik yang dapat aku pk dan idamkan..hahaha..sengal minah ni..so lets pics say it all..

with burung unta@kasawari..okay honestly aku takut time nak amik ni sebab kepala dia asyik keluar je..mcm dia lapar kot..tp honestly gak la..burung ni tak sihat sangat..ni paling gemuk antara semua..kecian..

buaya..yang amik gambar tu pun..opsss..terlebih suda..LOL..heheh

okay abaikan..bak kate bf..aku suka buat gaya spastik..

tgk burung..

burung yang super duper nakal ok..

kat sini open site tuk burung..

so once you enter this area kamu akan berdepan gan burung yg berkeliaran..

dan burung ni hampir2 3x kot nak langgar kami

tak pasal2 bf i jadi hero malaya hari tu slmtkn I

terpaksa jatuh cinta..cet..hahaha

tq ♥

cute and adorable 

i just ♥ it =)

they are so clever and know how to pose in font of camera..

nice pose baby =)

orang utan..

memang nampak ketara la hidup kat hutan

nakal n tak reti duduk diam

kita yang penat tengok..huhuhu

tadaa

presenting to you Proboscis monkey aka bayau (local name)

okay sangatlah kuat makan ciptaan Allah yang satu ni

just ignoring people and surrounding 

they only focusing on eat..LOL 

this monkey

i cant remember what the scientific name of this monkey and even dont know what its local name..hehe 

but I really sure and very sure this monkey..woww..super duper hyperactive..

panjat sana panjat sini..lompat sana lompat sini..huhu

this one kuda padi..perhaps I'm right..heheh

dan saya juga takut2 nak amik pic gan dia..

pandai datang dekat2

tp bf suro amik juga..huhuhu

second animals that i love so much after giraffe..

of course this big creature but very cute one

E.L.E.P.H.A.N.T

especially its baby

hugs and kisses..

mmuuaah2..

kan bagus kalo bleh bela gajah kat rumah as pet.. =)

ni area bird cage not bird site..

so there are many kind of birds

but bf just captured a few of them..

burung pun semua comel2 =)

at botanical area

just walked half of it because bf not fit anymore like last time we were hiking Mount Kinabalu together 4 years ago..

but I'm still fit ok..LOL..

dan kami pun meninggalkan kesan dan jejak kami kat buku ni

tulisan bf..

agak buruk..hehehe

 =)

and after that we went to bf's home to fetch his mum..  

we had lunch here..

okay ni aunty yang suggest makan kat sini..

honestly not bad

landscape pun cantik

fresh air gitu..heheh 

kat mane2 nak bergambar

sunnguh annoying..

LOL =p 

with mummy

chewah dalam blog aci la panggil mummy

depan2 panggil aunty je..hahahah

berdebar siot walaupun ni pertemuan kali ke 5 sepanjang hidup

kali ke-4 sepanjang tahun ni..

yang pertama 4 tahun lalu..hahaha

senget je aku ni kan

ni sape lagi kalau bukan anak aunty@photogrhaper kat zoo..heheeh

last venue..pasar Philippine kali nama tempat ni..

ada jual gelang permata, pearl, kraf tangan gitu and etc 

we went there because aunty want buy a bracelet..

and she also bought it for me

i got five bracelets..huhu

3 for me..one for my mum and one for my lil sis

thank U aunty =)

overallnya zoo tu ok tapi tak macam zoo negara n zoo taiping la..maybe kena tambah peruntukan makan kot..sbb binatang dia agak kurus..dan pelbagaikan lagi jenis binatang sbb dekat brochure da byk animals tp byk juga takde sbnrny.. dan agak kecewa sebab takde giraffe pun..aku da lah excited nak tengok giraffe..pastu sbb kami ni tak alert..kami tak tau pun da pertunjukan gajah dan sesi tunggang gajah..so kami terlepas la tengok..pape pun enjoy dan salah satu effort yang baik dalam melaksanakan ex-situ conservation =)

i do love nature

p/s - cant you just get over it and move on?....I'm trying so hard..but sometime I'm failed..so sorry for that.. 

aWak maSih TerUna ke?(girls pls ask ur bf..hahaha)

Blog walking dan terbaca tentang "boys talk" mcm2lah isu yang dikupas termasuklah isu seks..kat situ da selitkan bahawa lelaki yang manghancurkan keterunanya(first time making love)gan prostitute akan membuat perbandingan apabila melakukan persetubuhan halal dengan pasangan mereka..wuhhuuuu..

kalo orang sibuk bertanyakan atau mempersoalkan dara seorang wanita..macam mane nak tahu seorang lelaki tu masih teruna ke tidak..huhuhu..dan kadang2 rasa tidak adil apabila berlaku sesuatu perkara..wanita akan dicemuh tetapi lelaki yang turut terlibat sama dan tidak bertanggung jawab itu terlepas macam tu je..hmm 

p/s - harap2 dapat suami teruna la kan..LOL =p

mAnUsIa MemAnG tIDak PanDai mEngHarGai..(entry tertangguh sbb malas)

lebih baik xbf daripada ada kalo cmni..wah gila ahh..ni ayat kawan aku bukan ayat aku..terkejut aku..mrh benar ni..tu la lelaki suka buat pmpn panas lah..haih..lelaki2..oh man what do you want from us? chewah..ape2 jela..

al-kerana masih terkejut dan trauma dengan kata2 dan cerita cinta member aku(dalam hati doa, jgnlah wei aku kena gitu..huhuhu)aku pun godek2 laptop aku eh bukan godek gambar2 lam laptop ni ha..trjumpa lah ni..tapi tak ingat lak time bila ni..maybe time duk buat action research ni..

maggi asam laksa..

memang fav all the time..

teringat masak maggi share makan ramai2 gan member..

kadang2 siap tambah ikan bilis goreng gan serbuk cili rumate..huhu

rumate kalo ko baca ni..serbuk cili ko lah terbaik yang penah aku makan =)

haih..rindu pada waktu dan suasana itu...

ni peneman setia nih..

walau di mana aku berada tak kira lah wat kerja ke study ke..

popo akan ku bawa ke mana2 sahaja..

sbg tempat landing aku..hihihi

terima kasih kepada abg irwan sbb bg bear ni kat aku..huhu

owh gambar ni di bilik aireen bukan bilik aku ni..

ni rupa dan keadaan bila aku sibuk wat keje atau study 

dan aku sedikit keliru di sini bila kenapa ada losyen mustajab kat cini

apa kaitan losyen tu gan study or buat keje..LOL..

juga rindu dengan suasana sibuk n penat gini..

walaupun penat kurang2nya dapat bantu kurangkan berat badan..

maintain je 48kg

bukan cam sekarang dah 51.5 kg..

adui matilah..

susah gak kalo duk rumah ni..

relax n banyak makan n tido..

AKU BELUM LAGI KERJA TAPI AKU DAH RINDU DENGAN ZAMAN AKU BELAJAR..

p/s - not satisfied with someone..over the limit and the borders..go to the h*** babe..

MiSsIng..

‎"What difference is there between us, save a restless dream that follows my soul but fears to come near you?"

p/s - still in process to forget about it..damn you..