Friday, November 14, 2008

aku geram gan seseorg..

haih kalo nk ikt drh muda ak ni mmg ak jd kurang ajr oo td..ak mmg xpuas ht gla..tp ak mc ingt dia tua dr ak..ak kna respect dia..dan nsb baik da En Ismail gan Miss Hamidah yg ley buat ak cool down..ala bkn ak tak tau dia tu pgct sbb tu xbrni nk ckp sndri gan kami..pg la ko..smpi2 bla pn ak ingt la kata2 sindirin dn muka myindir ko tu..nti kalo ajar ank ko kat skola siap la..haaaaaaaaaaa..aku geram..ak bru siap clear semua brg dn bwak angkt smpn ats..pntnya Allah je tau..tp nk jgk tls kat blog ni sbb ak mmg xpuas hati gan pmpn tu..bru dpt jwtn da belagak bgs..ak xske cra org yg menjengkel kn..so irritating..ak ley je time bla En Ismail ckp coz the way he delivered his speech more polite and gentle..xpyh la nak buat2 muka time ckp..bkn kami xley phm pon..buat org bengang je..

Thursday, November 13, 2008

just A thouGht..

"sometimes people do try so hard to change something, but if it cant be reversed, thats the time we should guide ourselves to believe what happened, has a reason for it..."

aku anak ayh...

waaaa..holidays..holidays..holidays..ak slalu tunggu cuti sbb nak blk rmh..tp kali ni ak cm bsn ckit r..best fren ak yg dua org ak slalu hang out 2 da p overc..ak xtau nti kat rmh ak nak kuar gan sape..intnet kt rmh pn da prob sjk dlu lg..da ak ykn ayh xkn baikinya utk mse terdekat ni..jd tmn ak skrg hnya tngl mjlh n nvel..tp sume tu prlu pakai duit utk dptkn nya..dn hakikat yg ada ak skrg da pokai ma..

duit elaun ak da limited edition..ak kna thn dr blnje klo ak xnk hdp ssh thn dpn..klo ak xnk kais pg mkn pg..kais ptng mkn ptg next year..duit2..dmana ak nak cri ni..hr tu cti bln 8 ak da notice stu kdi mkn bru da bkak kat area tmn prmhn ak..haa ak mcm da nmpk duit2 yg trbg dr kedai tu..huhuh..tp prob ak ayh..ayh slalu tsk kc green light kat ak ble ak nak keje.. dia kte duit dia mc ckp..mmg la..tp ak ni jns brt mlt nak mitak duit dri dia..lgpn ak tau dia nak pki duit tu..stu lg ak nak independent..ak da bsr biarla ak cri duit cndri..ak nk rse hdp cri duit..hehehe..nak tngu ak dpt gji first ak..lmbt g..nti 2011 tu..hohoho

jd mcmne..kalo ikt planning awl..byk aktvti ak..plan nak reunion batch geng mrsm ytd dlu..plan nak reunion bdk2 tns samudera la..p lepak KL rmh cousin ak la..pg kedah rmh aireen lg..tp smua tu kna brgntg gan ayah..kalo kwgn stable pn tp ayh xkc..msnh impian..

ayah..ayah..a great man..dia jga ak umpama menatang minyak yang penuh..wlpn mse kck slalu gak kna pkul..tp sape suro ak nakal..smpi ak da nak msk 21 thn pn ayh mc angp ak mcm 12 thn..ak xpndi nik bas..btl, sbb ak xpenah bli tket bas cndri sbb time skolah mmg ayh akn jmpt dn amik ak..wlpn time f4 n f5 ak skola kt melaka..xd mslh bg ayh utk drive slama 5jam@6jam dr trgnu ke mlka utk amik ak..huhuhu..bla ak masuk UM pn..ayh akan dtng hntr dn amik..cma bla ak duk cni je ayh tak amik n xhntr ak..hehehe..tp smpi KL je of course ayh yg akn amik ak..cma starting this year, ak je memandai2 book flight dr Twau-KL-Kuantan tnpa pgthn ayh..krg2 xla juh sgt ayh kna drive..airport kuantan dr kemaman 1hour je plng lama kalo jln sesak..

tp sabtu ni ayh dtg amik ak kt LCCT..ayh cm nak stay KL lu..tp ak xmnt gat..sbb ak pnt..dn ak honestly xske KL sbb bz..ak xske traffic jam..ak xske crowded..dn ak bkn lh kaki shopping ac2ly..ak akn shopping bla da sale n kewangan ak boleh membanggakan..tp gn kddkn skrg ak rse baik ak duk rmh tlng mak pe yg ptt..dn lyn movie yg ak ske..ak pn bkn jns yg ske tgk tv gak..ntah ak pn xtau ak ske pe..hahhaha..

jd ak dah da aura yg cti ni mgkn mbsnkn..tp as long as ak drmh..ok la..ak da parent ak gan adk2 yg best..huhuhu =) tp yg psti ak msti tunaikn jnji ak kat Long yg ak akan pg rmh dia..dn ayh pn da stju..yg pntg kat cni A.Y.A.H....hehehehe =)

huhuhu

semalam paper last ak sivik..mcm da harapan nak score.. Alhamdulillah ak ley jwb all the questions..huhuhu..wlpn ak dmm + batuk thp superb..tekanan ak time mnjwb..xpts ak mkn gla2 gan mnm air sbb nak cover batuk ak..hohohoho..

smlm jg ak berkecil ht..ak kdg2 xphm gan org yg ske nak dalih2..knp xbleh je dia berlaku adil..layan semua org sma rata..kalo btl la smua kwn..so buat la smua cm kwn..knp da bias..hish..kck ht aku..ak yg da elok2 xpk bkn2 xpsl2 jd ak tpk..ak mmg kck ht..ak hrp kck ht ak ni cpt plh sblm hr jumaat@esk..huhuhu

ak bkn lg bdk2 wlpn kdg2 ak mcm bdk2 tp ak tau sape ak..nti 17 disember ni ak da msk 21 thn..kalo ikt thn, thn dpn umr ak 22thn..ak da bleh time la prkra yg sbnr..jgn la nak hide2 dr ak..ak bkn bdk2 lg..dnt treat me like a kid anymore.. =(

berkali2 ak bce msg tu..eeeeeee..xske r dalih2 ni..tp ak tgh recovering ni..tu ak luah kat blog ni..huhuhu

Monday, November 10, 2008

maraton movie..

ayat2 cinta..kungfu panda..alvin and the chipmunks..shrek..i love all the movies..especially kungfu panda..i wanna be a dragon warrior..hahahahaha..just be urself and it will be.. =)

meMbURU..

ak mc mburu mncri kbnrn wlpn realitinya kbnrn sdh terbentang luas..pa yg perlu ku buat hnya pcya dgn kbnrn itu..thats it..more than enough..emptiness..thats what im feel since the day i know the truth..im feel just like heart broken..y? y? y?..im not suppose to be react and feel like that..we have nthing..there is nothing special between us..between me and him..but somehow it really make me feel down for the whole day..idiot..really idiot..i will become to0 weak when talk about feeling..im not love him..he is not my love n im not his lover..we never ever have special relationship even special conversation..all happen in formal.. but y i miss him..he never ever give hope for me..just a help while i was need it..while im in trouble..and never cross in my mind i will admire him..but thats was happen to me now..and i dont know how to deal with it.. idiot again rite..hopefully this coming holidays will make me forget him..hahaha..im not maria, and he is not fahri and his gf is not Aisha like in ayat2 cinta film..huhuhu

Xd rezeki lg..

hmm..hr ni nsb ak sama gan paper sce 3108..xd rezeki..kalo hr tu esei yg masalah tp kali struktur palk..cnfirm 14 marks kena tolak..ak mghrpkn ak dpt score A utk pj..tp mcm da kelam hrapn ak..hopefully course work ak dpt back up both of the paper Sn and Pj..sem lepas pointer ak jatuh merudum..0.10 bezanya..but Alhamdulliah its still 3.50 and above..So i hope for this sem its still 3.50 and above..hmm..tp rse kcwa ak menyesak kn kalo nak dibndgkn gan paper Sn hr tu ak xfrust sgt..tp yg tadi tu basic je..kaedah dlm P&P..mcm mane ak ley silap..mcm mane ak ley pk pndkatan plak..hye..kalo nak dipk kcwa..mmg ak rse down gla..tp back to the basic..He knows what will going next..so redha dan tawakal kepada Allah..Dia tahu pa yg Dia buat..i dnt know y..im lack of focussing during this exam..almost slh anylse question..not concerntrait..mgkn sbb keadaan ak jgk yg tba2 xchat..May Allah bless me for the next paper.. Sivik & Kewarganegaraan..im tired...

Friday, November 7, 2008

kEbenaran KdG2 mEnyaKItkan..

hmmm..ssh la bla da layan perasaan kn..tu la yana ak da ckp awl2..jgn..skang nah amik sebijik..tu la gatal sgt nak tau..but its ok..learn 2 accept the fate k..yg pntg jgn mnggu hdp ak da la..buat derk jela..xyh pk.. - kata hatiku =)

uNexpEcted..

When talk about unexpected thing..sometimes it makes me feel annoying..but today..so different..unexpected thing make me feel today is lovely day..hahaha..Thanx God give me that chance..

but like usual im always remind my self..'jgn terbang terlalu tinggi, kalo jatuh parah jadinya'..so i just take it simple and nothing..take for granted..make me feel more free n better..jgn berharap..i wish nothing 4 that actually..but at least when i do what im doing last nite..it can help me to ease my pain and forget someone because i just keep thinking about........hahahaha..but actually im not really2 hurt now like before..im more stronger now..

bangang betul ak ni..although i know what im doing is not rite but im still doing..hohohoh =0

my heart said just a fren or secret admire..and it will be fren or secret admire now and forever.. promise.. =)

BoSan...

hmm..hri ni xd exam pn..ak bgn gla nye lewat hmpr menjengah tengah hari sbb smlm ak tdo kul 4..kalo mak ak tau mati ak..mak, sangat pantang kalo anak dara dia bgn lmbt..kalo kat rumah mak msti bgn kan ak gan wani ..tp ak better ckit dr wani..sbb slalu ak bgn awl dlu dr dia..jd ak slmt dr kena berleter..hehehehe..mak i miss u..td pn da call mak.. =)

hari ni bosan r..xd pape ak buat..rumate ak g bandar..then hr ni tuhan terbukakan ht ak nak p surau dr maghrib..slaluny ak maghrib di bilik.. isya' bru p surau..td ak dengar tazkirah..terinsaf ak jdny..byk gak cite ustaz tu kc..tak ngtuk sbb santai gya citenya..paling ak ingt ialah cite berbuat baik kepada ibu bapa..da satu cite nenek kat rumah kebajikan ni..dia sakit dan meninggal..tp da lima hr mayat dia, xd waris yg dtng tuntut..then bila try contact num yg da pn xdpt..then rumah kebajikan decide kebumikan je jenazah tu..then nak tau? bila anak dia datang jenguk balik mak dia..3 thn selepas kematian mak dia@nenek td..

adei punye la Ya Allah..terkejut gila ak..ntah r mitak2 la ak xjd cam tu..Nauzubillah..jgn la skali-kali Allah palingkan hati ku ni..jangan lah ak drhaka kat mak ayah ak..dah terlampau2 byk jasa mak n ayah kat ak..time kasih mak n ayah sbb besarkn yana.. i love mak n ayah sooooooooooooooooooooooo much...

Thursday, November 6, 2008

fReINdS..


They are the reason for me to be happy with those things happened in my life journey..
All my frens..
They are more than enough for me..
Since i was in kindergarten until now..i have a lot of frens..
I dun need more than a friends. Bcoz i realize that friends will never ever leave me, friendship is an everlasting relationship..
Sure and im very2 sure about this relationship..
But different with love.. It will leave me anytime.. So my friends are so precious for me.. For all my frens..believe me when i said I LOVE U..coz i really2 do.. thanx for being my fren..

DisappoinTed @ keCIwa

nothing to say when someone getting disappointed..hahahaha..if u ever had that kind of this feeling..

no one was excepted including me..yup including me

apa yang dapat saya zahirkan di sini dengan kata-kata ialah..

semasa saya dilahirkan tiada siapa yg kecewa..dan saya juga dilahirkan bukan untuk mengecewakan siapa2 dan bukan untuk dikecewakan oleh siapa2..jd saya seharusnya dan sepatutnya tidak perlu rase kecewa..kerana kecewa itu bukan apa2..

thats the thing that im always remind to myself..but when i was disappointed..i dun know how to deal with it..and i know i feel that i was disappointed rite now..about what..i dun know but i know i was disappointed..im sure and very sure..

SCE 3108

you know what..hmm i feel like want shout out to everyone last evening..deee..i feel like putus jantung when i notice that slap jwb paper exam td..

i dont know y..how i can trapped with that question although im almost read it 3 times lol..so im already lost 16 marks..
i was disappointed..but when i think it again..its ok..maybe its a fate rite..no need to worry..Allah know what will happen next so just let it be..

what i should do rite now just focusing on my next paper for PJK and Sivik.. So Liyana wishing u best of luck..huhuhu =)

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

1001 Kenangan


ngam dgn tajuk malam tu mmg bgi ak 1001 kenangan..mane tak nya ak as a pengerusi tuk majlis tu macam nak gla ak dibuatnya mengurus..dgn da skit kntroversi blkg tabir..hlng 3kg berat ak..ak yg tak penah2 migrain terus dapat penyakit tu free2..lawak gila plak bila ak ingat blk..but Alhamdulliah semua on wlpn da la ckit cacat celany..but i think its normal for certain2 function. . 3hri ak cam robot dr akademik blok pg admint then pg HEP then pg blik penerbitan suda la tingkat 3..nasib baik ak da 2hero yang baik marcell dan luqman..diaorg la yg byk tlng ak selain kwn ak yg sorg ni mmg kmi akn bersama kalo wat keje2 amal IP ni..hehehe.. sapa lagi kalo bkn Aireen.. for u all guys.. thanx a lot ya!..

nasib baik juga anak buah ak yang lain pn ok..da satu bhgn je xbrape ok..tp luckly ak gan marcell bley back up dgn bantuan super hero teknologi KANG FAIRUZ dan semua batchmate ak..thanx la support ak ni..xlpe jg pada junior2 yg lain..kevin choong n da gang..mirul acrap n the gang..abg tahir..kak eva..kak muanah..azierul the best dll..pape pn ak ucap jutaan tahniah..wlpn ak ckit penat dan tertekan tp at last ak rse puas da best plak..cbb dapat bljr mgrus wlpn xla bgs pn ak manage tu..tp kira ok la utk ak ni yg bru belajar..heheheh..

hmm ak pye la ketar2 time bg speech..perh nak gugur jantung..smpi tersasul2 ak sbt nama pensyarah ak..hahaha..gara2 ak mengurus ni juga la da 2x ak dapat mkn free..miss lina belanja..2hr lepas la special siap kena jmpt bwak mkn kat luar..rse dihargai..huhuhu..thanx miss lina..kpd miss fizah tunggak utama ku..thanx byk2 sbb bg kpcyaan kpd ku yg hampeh ni..hohoho..pape pn im enjoy it.. ni da ckit gmbr2 kngn malam tu..its so memorable moment in my life..jeng..jeng..jeng..

panjang ak melalut padahal esk da paper nak exam ni..hahahahha..ni da 2 gambar kat ats tu ak gan aireen..bwh ak gan luqman..dua2 org kuat dlm bntu ak urus mjls ni..da byk g sbnrny tp nape ntah xley upload..lgpn ak da ngtk..nti la ak letak g..hoho