Sunday, May 31, 2009

wHat shOuld i Do..

Anonymous said...

Assalamualaikum,

Nice blog u have here. Kebetulan terjumpa blog u masa mencari something kat internet.

Saya mencari something utk adik perempuan saya yg masih berumur 5 tahun. Tu je adik yg saya ada.Saya dah terhilangkan bantal MAS yg die pakai sejak umur 3 tahun. Tak sengaja. Saya dah buat macam2 termasuklah belikan die beberapa bantal cute (agaknye lah) tapi yg buat saya sedih bile saya perasan die tak pakai bantal2 yg saya belikan tu masa tidur macam biasa yg die guna bantal MAS tu. Lebih menyedihkan lagi, bile dah dekat SEMINGGU die merajuk tak bercakap dgn saya.Saya dah buat macam2 utk cari bantal MAS tu tapi macam tak berjaya. Saya nih pun jarang dpt peluang naik plane.

Saya harap awak sudi jual bantal MAS tu pada saya, utk saya berbaik dgn adik tu. Saya berharap sgt.Saya ada create email utk awak reply, kalau awak sudi tolong:
mas_airlines_pillow@yahoo.co.uk
Thanks alot!

oh i dont know what should i do because i love the pillow too@bantal bucuk sy..but i will 'pertimbangkan'..huhuh

Saturday, May 30, 2009

sEbLum INi n aKAn DatnG..

dulu..

kini dan akan datang..

saya dah pk masak2 sy akan bawa blk sume bantal2 sy kali ni ke rumah memandangkan saya naik flight MAS kali ni..MAS xkisah berat n byk barang pn tak pe..bukan mcm Air Asia mcm2 kena byr..tapi da pengecualian utk bantal biru MAS dan popo..kalo ak bwak balik pun akan bawak semula ke cini..sebab dua2 tu ak addict..bantal biru untuk ak cover muka aku time tido..perbuatan ini adalah wajib..hehe..kalo tak susah nak tido..huhuhu

p/s- sngt bosan tak tahu nak buat apa lagi sementara menunggu hari isnin..ni first time ak balik lambat..tapi takpe la..skrg2ny da pglmn..huhuhu

sWeeT n snGt CoMEL..

Remember the first day when I saw your face?
Remember the first day when you smiled at me?
You stepped to me, and then you said to me,
I was the woman you dreamed about.
Remember the first day when you called my house?
Remember the first day when you took me out?
We had butterflies although we tried to hide it,
And we both had a beautiful night.

The way we held each other's hand,
The way we talked, the way we laughed,
It felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one
ooh oh oooh

I know that he loves me, cause he told me so
I know that he loves me, cause his feelings show
When he stares at me, you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
And he's missing me, if he's not kissing me
And when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul

Remember the first day, the first day we kissed?
Remember the first day we had an arguement?
We apologized, and then we compromised
And we haven't argued since
Remember the first day we stopped playing games?
Remember the first day you fell in love with me?
It felt so good for you to say those words
Cause I felt the same way too

The way we held each other's hand,
The way we talked, the way we laughed
It felt soo good to fall in love
And I knew right then and there you were the one ooh oh ohhwoah

I know that he loves me, cause he told me so
I know that he loves me, cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love,
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
And he's missing me, if he's not kissing me
And when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul.

I'm so happy, so happy that you're in my life
And baby now that you're a part of me
You showed me,
Showed me the true meaning of love (the true meaning of love)
And I know he loves me

I know that he loves me, cause he told me so
I know that he loves me, cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
And he's missing me, if he's not kissing me
And when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul
He looks at me and his brown eyes...
Tell his soul..

this song is so sweet and comel for me..i love this song..kepada kamu..thank you.. =)




cInDerEllA..


i borrowed this from my friend..fazilah binti farid..who are really fanatic with books..she has many collection of books and comics..she is hard die fan of anime..huhuhu

k why i was interested with this book for the first time i saw the book because the word "Cinderella"..hahaha..im always interested everything that related with Cinderella..thats why i like and love when some of my best buddies called me with that name..hahaha ( perasan gila aku ni )

but actually the plot of the story and the language also trigger me to read from the the front cover until the back cover of the book..hahahaha..

hopefully i can finish read this book before the end of this holiday..hahah..im busy at home..(alasan!)

Friday, May 29, 2009

whAt Else..

tired of waiting..

already packing all my stuffs..so what else i can do for another 3 days here..
maybe

surfing..
blogging..
friendster..
facebook..
tagged ( i just already create this yesterday because im really bored that time )
chat with my friends
watch movie on youtube..

what else? i dont know..

hmm what the hell for having this kind of feeling..i hate this..

but just now i got a telephone call from my mum..and she told me that she is going to work with my aunt at my aunt new restaurant..so i need to become a baby sitter for the whole holiday beside as the chef cook at home..hahaha.. i like this because my father always 'mengejek' me when i cooked and now, ayah has no choice..ayah need to eat what i cook..hahaha..and my sister always refuse to eat.. so wani, u cook by your own k! i know la she can cook better than me (huh..really pity of me lol) but my mum always said i have my own skill once i cooked..thats why i love you mak!always support me..what make me so glad my grandma said im good in cooking but only for masak tumis air sayur sawi ( oh nama lauk@menu ni ak reka sndri..sbb ak xtau nama sbnr dia pe..hahaha ) and cucek always eat what i cook for him..cayang cucek mmuaah2..

bunga jiwaku..cucek..yam(only cucek can call me with this name if other people used to call me with this name i feel soooo weird k!..this name belonging to cucek only ) yam miss and cayang cucek so much..mmmuaaahhh2

oh really miss my home..my room..my bed..my bathroom (hahaah..bathroom pn rndu gak ke..tak ley blah sungguh..sengal lg..) time please run very fast to the limit..hopefully when i wake up tomorrow already on Monday..hahahaha..miracle does happen like that yana!

to all people especially teachers..happy holiday.. =)

Thursday, May 28, 2009

meNenAngKAn..

kadang-kadang kata2 itu lebih tajam daripada pisau
tapi
kadang-kadang kata2 itu lebih tenang daripada air di kali..

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penah cakap, jangan melebihi sayang kita kepada Allah, nanti badan binasa..


dalam pjng2 ayat itu, jawapan ini cukup menenangkan hati saya..terima kasih.. =)

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

sAliNG pErCAYa n MenGInGatI..

Sy bru selesai solat isya jam 2 am tadi sepatutnya org solat tahjud time2 cmni kn..pa nak jdgan ank sorg ni..sebelum tu sy jemur kain yg dah siap basuh sejak jam 7.20 pm lg then sy rse lapar jd..

nesvita biru (sy hnya minum nesvita biru..jgn pcya kpd wrna mug tersebut..palsu semata-mata) bersama maggi yang ditulis mee rebus kat plastik dia yg sy beli lebih kurang 1 bulan yg lalu (jgn beli sumpah xsedap..tp sbb lapar ngap jg..brand maggi di rhsiakn sbb nti tba2 ank sedara tokey mee rebus ni bce entry ni..kang tak pasal2 ak kena saman sbb kutuk mee rebus syrkt pakcik dia xsedap..hahahah)

ni yg tebaik sy mampu sediakan..semua stok mknan hbs..wlpn miss caroll yang sgt cute miut n miss lina yg cntk (dua2lum khwn..nape ek pdhl cntk n cute..yana!oh jgn cbuk pasal org..) smlm da pesan jgn mkn maggi..hehe

sejak 2 menjak ni ak diserang virus lapar time mlm..2 malam lepas pukul 2.53 am ak terjaga sbb lapar n sempat lg ak meneroka locker ak..nsb baik da 2 kotak kcik honey star n coco crunch yg blum dimakan..pa lagi mkn la jg time 2 dan smbg tdo blk..pelik tapi benar..hahaha..

terlanjur sebut nama miss lina..ak teringat pesan miss pada ak kira2 2tahun yg lepas..kalo orang dah sukakan kamu, kamu jgn kc main2 ht dia aa Liyana ( sy mmg suka tls nama sy dgn huruf besar untuk L sy xsuke guna hurf kecil)

hmm tadi da 2 org yang bg comment layout bru ak ni silau..sorg tu kate kalo yg hitam dulu lg cool..hmm ak mula goyah..tp ak bukan selalu jadi lalang..aku rse pilihan aku kali ni betul..so biarlah i wont change my new layout..lgpn yg ckp tu lelaki..lelaki mmg suka wrna hitam..thats what we (oh jgn memfitnah yana..ko je yg ckp cmni..bukan we) so correction Im called as dark side of man..huhuh..tba2 je diaorg jd mangsa..

jd pa la kaitan entry ni gan tajuk di atas..oh ni la yang dikatakan dan dimaksudkan dengan pepatah inggeris
Actions is louder than words

p/s = tiada lagi selamat pagi dan selamat malam..harap maklum..

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

saYa sUKE..

Ok sy copy ayat ni dari blog chika..sy rse bgi blogger yg aktif semua kenal sape chika ni kan dan blog nya yg penuh famous itu..congrate to chika..

chika kate..

Lelaki perlu sedar satu hakikat. Bahawa hati wanita adalah fragile. Sedikit gangguan boleh memberi gangguan yang terlalu besar bagi kebanyakkan wanita. Jangan kerap mencabar hatinya. Sebab kalau sudah banyak kali pecah berderai, tidak mustahil satu hari kelak selembut-lembut hati pon boleh jadi sekeras-kerasnya. Ini hakikat..

ya memang ni hakikat yang nyata..terang lagi bersuluh..sy sbgi wanita (perempuan kot..wanita cam tua sgt la plak..hehehe) amat bersetuju dengan statement tersebut..dan macam sy pernah dan sedang melaluinya..(aiseh ye2 je..tba2 wat cite sedih plak yana ni..sengal lg..huhuh)

chika kate lagi..

Saya yakin, hampir kesemua isteri menyerahkan sepenuh kehidupannya kepada suami pada hari dia dinikahi. Malah seorang wanita itu mampu memberikan kesmeua kasih sayangnya kepada suami sampai ke tahap paling tinggi yang boleh dilakukkannya. Percayalah dengan satu hakikat ; Cinta wanita sebelum dan selepas kahwin itu tidak sama. Sebab cinta wanita akan menjadi terlalu besar hanya selepas perkahwinan. Tidak percaya, saksikan sendiri kasih sayang isteri anda kepada anda..

oh ini saya tidak pasti kerana saya belum berkahwin..tp kalo tgk pada alam sekeliling..benar ya ia memang benar..mcm mak saya..mak saya sangat cinta dan sayang ayah saya..

lagi yg best chika cakap..

Syurga suami tetap terletak di bawah kaki ibunya. Dan syurga isteri ada pada suaminya. Pandai-pandailah adjust..

oh sy xnak komen byk sbb sy pn belum khwn dan tak pk pn nak khwn dlm jngka masa terdekat ni..yg sy tau sy syg ayh n mak sy skrg..tp suatu hari saya kena juga hadapi fenomena ini..dan ia bukanlah suatu yang mudah bagi saya..mungkin..entah..tp harap semua ok (doa untuk mase depan la plak..cheng =p)

thanx chika buat saya berpk dan terbuka tentang ini..

i neEd to bE BrAvE..

I want to say something to you...
I want to explain something to you...
but
Im afraid...
Im guilty...
Im confuse...
I feel that...
I cant sustain anymore...
I cant resist anymore...
I cant stand anymore...
Sometime i feel I want quit...
Bring back all the stuffs to the shop...
Let them stay there..
Like before..
I cant understand my self...
I cant understand you...
I cant understand..
I cant interpret the bond between us..
I dont know if you can translate it...
Its more complicated than hydrogen bonding...

when love..hate..and liar are all in one..i know the answer..

maybe we need to stop here..in this junction..

beribu bintang di langit kini menghilang meraba aku dalam kelam..

clEan n CleAR..

ok i wanna say good bye to

EDU 3106 - BUDAYA DAN PEMBELAJARAN
SCE 3109 - ENERGETICS IN CHEMISTRY
SCE 3110 - EARTH AND SPACE
PJM 3112 - PENGURUSAN DAN PENTADBIRAN PJ DAN SUKAN
PSK 3103 - KEADAH PENGAJARAN PSK

now time to go home..i wanna write something here by my heart wont let me to do that..so i just follow my heart..i always believe that 'kata hati' always the best to follow..

Monday, May 25, 2009

tAk kIra nAk JUGak..


its not easy to breaking ice berg..abang please bring me there k! i dont care i want go there.. thats only my wish..hahaha..beside go to the Mekah..InsyaAllah..amin =)

p/S - You get what you see when you see what i got..but much shown doesn't mean none hidden..yang tersirat..

pRePaid vS pOStPAid..

im confident here to say that using prepaid is more better than postpaid..but why?
because..
by using prepaid i know people keep remember me..hahahah..
why i said this
because oh secret..
cannot telling the truth..
for our mother sake we need to respect others k!kikiki
let 3 of us just know how much good used prepaid than postpaid..(oh maybe more than 3 i mean 3 +++..huhuh..sorry)
i dont care n dont mind what others perception..
what im feel maybe im good fren for the people because in desperate time the people find me..asked help from me..hahahah ( ayat tak ley blah..gila sengal plus perasan budak yana ni)
whatever..but its still funny for me..

ok 2 more papers left..pj and psk tomorrow and after that..im free..
and next step of course packing all my stuffs..
waa cannot wait for my flight MH 2665 on Monday next week Tawau - Kuala Lumpur at 1750pm (lambat juga la..apa ak nak buat 5hari lg ni..huh..terus tertonggeng frust..hahaha)
home was paradise of my world..
sgt relax duk rumah wlpn busy..(oh cane tu satu lg ayat yg tak ley blah..hehehehe)

paper td tak la teruk tp tak la ok sgt.ak slalu amik jalan selamat iaitu utk berada di tengah2..tp cam tak puas jwb sbb lupa2 ckit pasal big bang theory..tp tak pe tawakal je pada Allah..semoga paper2 utk esok terus diberkati Allah dan dipermudahkan jalan bagiku oleh -Nya..amin!

Sunday, May 24, 2009

sOrRy..

i kept the necklace in the box
i kept the me to you in the locker
i never meant to throw you in my life
but
sometime we need to do something that we never mean it..
maybe for a while..
i need some space for my self..
i want go into the black hole..
i want go to the Saturn..
i want in hale the poisonous gas at the Jupiter..
i want drink the water in the Mars..
i want walk in asteroid belt..
i want explore world with Halley comet..
i want accompany mercury to revolve around the sun..
i want cold at Pluto forever..
i want be harden like metamorphosis rock..
i want melt like igneous rock..
i want reach the stratus cloud and stay there..
but
if i can..

p/s- tomorrow earth n space paper..hope im be blessed..amin!

Saturday, May 23, 2009

WaKe up..

oh already wake up at 11.30 am..( im not sleep tonight, just sleep at 7.00 am) then on the spot open my note because aireen request me to continue write a note and answer the questions for num 6 n 7..huhu..because she has piano class at town today..im still 'mamai-mamai' that time but i still can hear and understand it..see how 'kalut' i am..hahahaha..

suddenly i feel nervous because im not cover many thing especially for earth and space..im only realise that at this morning..because of that..im write a note for the topic that not come out for exam..hahaha..sangat2 sengal..huhuhu..k i wanna take my bath and take my lunch.then .zohor prayer (responsibility to Allah must be the first, my mum and dad said..and i still remember it until now)..and continue my study..hope i have motivation to study today..i dont want to be like yesterday..

ok suddenly im got headache now because of farhana! serious par..plz dont said like that agaian..hahahahahaahahaha..confirm u will laugh when u read this..huhuhu..coz im really confident you know what im talking about and trying to say here.. =p

bUruNG HanTU..

im not sleep tonight..because at 8.15pm im calling with abang about 4 minute(kredit da sengkek tinggal rm1 so xley ckp lama2..hahaha..mesti budget..pack ekonomi k!)..then i told him i want study..and he advice me to concentrate on my study..i said ok..

then, of course i opened my book and my note book to write a note..yup im really do..but i have conversation with aireen and michele..(oh mmg calling kat blik aireen pn td..knon dtg nak study sama2)

we talked about our life at matrix and school life and of course 3 of us laughed when talked about this..we love our matrix life eventhough i just spent one month there then entered this IPG..

then we shared about how Chinese look after their children and how about malay..(indian not include because aireen and i are malay and michele is chinese oh sino actually..hahahah)..we talked how our parent choose the way we grow..michele told us about how their parent treat her and her siblings..about their cousin and some chinese "pegangan" that she said not relevant to follow..you know what michele, im always impress when talked with you..the way u think and talk show how open you are..you are so sincere..you talk what you think and cross in your mind..i like it michele..we talk until 10 o'clock and i just wrote some note only..huuhh..


then at 10.30pm shu and ana came..you know what, this 2 person always make me laugh and laugh non stop..both of them are so funny and have sense of humor..i cant breathe..they like to make a joke..that what we called as spontan joke..plus aireen who is very2 talented to "mengajuk" other people..aireen + ana + shu = me go crazy..huhuhuh..and im done wrote my note at 12.00 am only for 1 topic for the PSK..oh my God..so sad to say but thats the reality..

back to my room, my rumate still study..discuss some topic that maybe come out for earth and space (this what we called soalan spot) im start surfing to find information about big bang theory that talked about how our universe was formed..and i write "big bang theory for kids" im not good in eng..so using wikipidea, just drive me crazy to understand it especially at this moment what we called as saat2 genting..2 days before exam..but im not interested to print out the page at the moment..so im view my blog and view anum's blog read about "syurga cinta film"..oh im interested..my rumate and i have curiosity to know about the film..


so i opened youtube web and found it..watched it then continue with selamat pagi cinta (wah sgt jiwang and setimental lol us to night) and of course im touched and cry for the part which piere andre died in front of her wife, fazura..so sad..just put urself in this situation ( wlpn ak blm khwn tp ak ley feel..peliknya..over la plak..hahahaha) then finished watched it about 2.45 am..watching movie at midnight even just using a small note book make me feel so relax and cool..i love this..

then, continue with my E&S note plus chat with kak na n rumate..kak na sleep here, at my room tonight coz she not feeling well and ask my rumate to urut her..at 3.30 am both of them already sleep and me continue my responsibility as a student..until 4.30 am im getting bored and start blogging..just wait for subuh..then continue my study..and maybe i will sleep at 8.00 0r 9.00 am..thats what my rumate called me as 'burung hantu' yes its me..cute rite..hahaha..syok sendiri..

GOOD MORNING EVERYBODY!!!! n selamat pagi cinta..hehehe..
OMG!!! yana sengal lagi..hahaha..penangan rindu mmg gitu..
rindu sape..blink..blink..blink..rindu mak di kmpg ba..hahaha..
(oh jgn berselindung di sebalik awan k! lapisan awan ok..mgkn di mesosphere layer =p)

Thursday, May 21, 2009

iniIAh Di NAmaKan CinTA..

Entry ini seharusny di post pada 17 may 2009..ttp aku tak ada masa dan tak ada mud waktu itu..ku kira utk menulis sesuatu yg baik, aku sndri perlu berada dalam kedaan baik mcm sekarang..ku kira mud aku sekarang stabil walaupun masih ada yang belum lepas dalam hati aku..but let me the one who know..cannot share here..ok continue my entry..(oh why suddenly in eng?huhuh)..ok mari kita tengok apa yang berlaku..tadaaaaaaaa..

Pernikahan Sahid dan Haslina
seperti yang pernah sy tulis dahulu pada entry sy bulan lepas..my bro ni akan kahwin pada 17 May 2009..dan janji telah dikotakan..dan sbg adik2 yang baik of course kami pergi ke jemputan tersebut..abg hantar sendiri tau kad tu kat kami..aku yang g amik..ni kad kahwinnya..

abg mcm terkagum skit tgk kami datang..nape? tak caye ke kami datang..relax r bro..we support you la bro..heheheh..tp kami amik masa 2 jam nak sampai ke majlis kahwin belum lagi kes kereta habis minyak..huuhuhu..al maklum sahaja la aku dan kawan2 bukan tau pun jalan Tawau ni..lgpn kami semua org semenanjung kcuali michele org KK..tye2 member pun diaorg tak tau..tapi jauh gak la dari IP Tawau ni..dah lebih dari bandar dah..kena masuk kampung dulu..jadi terpaksa lah aku turun bertanya orang..

bak kate pepatah 'malu bertanya sesat jalan'..dan disebabkan tak nak sesat dan tak malu..ku kira lebih dari 5 kali aku turun pergi tanya orang..aku main belasah je buat2 tak malu plus ramah2 ckit utk bertanya..ak kan mmg camtu..hahahah..gambar sekitar majlis adalah seperti berikut..alamak ni kenapa tiba2 ayat skima ni..oh mungkin sebab penangan exam kot..hehehehe

ni la 4X4 yang kami naik dulu time abg bawa hantar kami pg PRAKTIKUM..tp sekarang bawa pengantin da..dulu takde pn reben2 ni..yela kami bukan pengantin pun kan..perasan la plak aku ni..sengal! ntah sape la nak khwn gan ak ni..asyik sengal je memanjang..huhuuh

kami..rumate, aku, pasangan mempelai yang sgt cute, long dan michele


snap2 dulu sblm pulang..heheh..

tak sempat amik byk gmbr..lgpn ni majlis org tak kan nak gila bergambar jg kan..behave la ckit..oh da sedikit perbezaan la juga majlis perkahwinan ni..bro org bugis..so tradisi dia agak lain drpd kenduri yg slalu aku pergi kat semenanjung..aku kan org Melayu..pape pn ok jg la..masakan pn best..all of us enjoy it..kami hadiahkan set pinggan mangkuk utk abg dan isteri..besar dan berat gak la..tp tak sempat nak snap..pape pn kepada abg Said dan isteri semoga berbahagia selalu..saya doakan semoga perkahwinan ini akan berkekalan hingga akhir hayat kalian..amin! Thanx juga sbb jemput kami..

p/s-nanti kami kahwin abg dan isteri serta anak-anak (mgkn time tu dah da 3 org anak..hehehe) kena dtg tau..kn ari tu abg dah jnji..hehehe..oh knp tba2 ckp cmtu..ak lmbt lg nak khwn..tp kawan aku yg 3 org lg tu tak tau la..rumate mgkn kau yg khwn dulu..ya mmg kau yg khwn dulu sbb aku dah doa..hahaha =p

seLeSAi sUda..

Two test just over, must feel glad and luckily because most of what we are expect really come out..so its not useless i spend about 3 or 4 days to study education and chemistry..
killer paper?
of course for chemistry.. for education you must be creative to explain the answer using your knowledge and your common sense..the next killer paper is earth and space..im always tought that paper for major subject is killer paper..its like a heavy stone on my head..hahahaah and i got headache and next i will take panadol actifast as the solution..and thats the common sequences..huhuhu..

next paper is on Monday for earsth and space and on tuesday for PJ and PSK..so im not plan to study tonight..i want format my brain first because my brain already full and heavy..hahah (perasan padahal bru study ckit..alasan..sebenarny pemalas..huhhu) so i wanna have fun tonight..already plan it with my fren..

it will engrave next best moment that i have in this colleague with my best buddies..

cannot wait for it..for all my best buddies here..all of you are so gorgeous and wallaa..huhuhu

p/s - friendship is always cherish and fun..a friend is a gift from God..

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

pEsaNan itu..

he said to me like this..

Jangan fikir bukan-bukan k..
Fokus sama study k..

hmm..ok i will study right now..because..... thanx..143..i hope u understand..

p/s - yana plz focus dont be like last night..flow the water until late night..stop be childish u r already young woman not a gurl anymore..

I am passionate but not obsessive
I am soft - hearted but not weak..
I am hard-headed but not mean..
You get what you see when you see what i got..
but much shown doesn't mean none hidden..

I treasure the past..
Live the present..
Embrace the future..

I am MY SELF..
and
i like it like that......
I AM 22 YEARS OLD

sAmA Je..

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Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat
Kenapa ada derita
Bila bahagia tercipta
Kenapa ada sang hitam
Bila putih menyenangkan
Haa…

Aku pulang…
Tanpa dendam
Ku terima kekalahanku
Aku pulang…
Tanpa dendam
Ku salutkan kemenanganmu
Woo…

Kau ajarkan aku bahagia
Kau ajarkan aku derita
Kau tunjukan aku bahagia
Kau tunjukan aku derita
Kau berikan aku bahagia
Kau berikan aku derita

Haa…
Haa…

Aku pulang…
Tanpa dendam
Ku terima kekalahanku
Rebahkan tangguhmu
Lepaskan perlahan
Kau akan mengerti
Semua…

Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat

oh i miss this song so much and falling in love with this song since for the first time i heard it..and and this song remind me to someone and all my memories.. thats the power of song..

kAlaUlaH..

yakinlah aku menjemputmu - kangen band

teringat selalu wajah kekasihku
saat ku menuai lalu
coba engkau dengarkan
ku tuaikan nada lirik lagu sederhana
ku ceritakan kisah tentang kita

peluklah tubuhku bila engkau rapuh
saat kau mulai terjatuh
aku datang menyelamatkanmu
ini surga kita tiada yang menguasainya
tempat kita bersandar dan bertahta

reff:
tenang sayang, ku pasti akan datang
yakinlah aku menjemputmu
jangan menangis, hapus air matamu
yakinlah ku tetap milikmu

tenang sayang, ku tepati janjiku
karna kau wanita terhebat
peluk tubuhku, matilah di pelukanku
biar seluruh jagad raya tahu

tenang sayang, ku sambut engkau datang
ku yakin engkau menjemputku
jangan menangis, hapus air matamu
yakinkan ku tetap milikmu

tenang sayang, ku pasti akan datang
yakinlah aku menjemputmu
jangan menangis, hapus air matamu
yakinlah ku tetap milikmu

tenang sayang, ku tepati janjiku
karna kau wanita terhebat
peluk tubuhku, matilah di pelukanku
biar seluruh jagad raya tahu

tenang sayang, ku sambut engkau datang
ku yakin engkau menjemputku
peluk tubuhku, matilah di pelukanku
biar seluruh jagad raya tahu
kau milikku..

lagu ini amat indah bagi saya..

bagi saya ubat paling mujarab dalam hidup saya ialah insan2 yang saya sayang dalam hidup saya..merekalah semangat saya..kekuatan saya..nadi saya selain Allah SWT ini semestinya kerana pada Dia lah tempat kita bersandar..

tapi

dalam masa yang sama orang yang paling saya sayang juga boleh jadi racun paling berbisa dalam diri saya..mungkinlah..

p/s - thanx for mak n ayah coz never and ever forget me..always with me..i love both of you so much..mak i miss u..i miss u..i miss u..i will be seat for examination tomorrow, edu paper, at 8.30 am.. Ya Allah plz bless me..

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

mInyak..

car need fuel, fuel need car.. what happen to the car if there is no fuel in the tank..

maybe like this...waiting n hoping for a miracle


or maybe snap here snap there..


this what we call hoping for a miracle and prince charming come to save us..hahahaha

no matter what kind obstacle come..Just think of the positive side so that life will go on meaningful even it does seems so..this is nice experience that i have..whatever..weeee.. =)

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Cultural norms

society suggest that women should be mothers and responsible for bulk of chil drearing

women feel compelled to pursue educational pathways that lead to occupations that allow for long leaves of absences, so they can be stay at home mothers..

calling 1...

me: malas r nak study..bsn..
mr popo.. oh kalo mcm tu..berhenti belajar, then kahwin..hahaha

calling 2..
me: malas r nak study..xd mtvc..kwn2 pn cm xstudy
xske bce edu..bsn..xminat..nuclear pn xminat sgt..
mr popo.. oh kalo mcm tu..berhenti belajar..jadi org gaji ok?

so the moral value here is
STUDY BEFORE YOU LOVE SOMEBODY
AND
STUDY BEFORE YOU BECOME A MAID

Ya Allah kuatkanlah semangat hamba - Mu ini..dan permudahkanlah jalan bagiku Ya Allah..saya suke warna biru sbb ia bg ketenangan pd saya..sy hrp ketenangan itu akan datang secepat yg mungkin..amin!

p/s-yana tolong jgn terus sengal..tlg smgt utk study..nti karang tak ley jawab exam

> 376

Saturday, May 16, 2009

sIApA sEbENArnYA....

Prime Minister

Fisherman

Lecturer

Pharmacist

Engineer

Doctor

Astronaut

but

actually... who is behind them???
the answer is

Michele and Kang..TEACHER wanna be..

So..

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL TEACHERS IN THIS WORLD..
TEACHER TOUCH THE FUTURE..
IM PROUD TO BE A TEACHER ..

Friday, May 15, 2009

JusT ArOUNd tHe corNEr..

ok im glad and happy coz im already done do my chem note for examination and already understand and know the process of rusting, electroplating, enthalphy and redox reaction deeply..its not too difficult to understand the process and all the chemical equations but im too lazy before this..thats why i cant remember it.. suddenly i feel that chem subject is so fun to treasure it ( finally im realise it, after 6 years i learned it..huuhuh) im prefer understand what im learned than memorize it..because understand make the knowledge being everlasting but if u memorize it once u get stuck u will blur and forget all the content..

so the moral value
tak kenal maka tak cinta

and now im falling in love with...huhhuhuh

to night i will continue with education subject..im always think to answer this paper,u just need to use ur prior knowledge i mean KBKK..so no need to study a lot..maybe...hahaha..but dont take for granted Yana..not all the time you have luck k..

so to all people outhere who will be seat for examination next week..wishing u all the best n May God bless us.. =)

p/s - i'll be having a group discussion with aireen to night..like im always do with her for every semester...and i do miss him so much..oh y suddenly?oh no! out of topic..huhuu..sengalny dia ni..hahaha..

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

dOkToR kATe..

hari ni sy bgn awl..7.15 da bgn dan sarapan..xmcm semalam collapse + lembik je atas katil..wuu sy rse seronok dapat buka tingkap dan biarkan cahaya matahari menembusi bilik sy..jrg sy dpt buat cmni sejak berlaku kecurian sy tak berani lg tinggalkan bilik wktu kuliah dgn membiarkan tingkap terbuka..karang balik menangis plak da brg kna curi..

sy selalu percaya dengan aura cahaya matahari pagi..menyegarkan..dan sekarang cahaya itu sedang melimpah ruah di bilik saya..yahooooooo!!!!! ya beda bedu!!!!! (eh overnya dia ni, chy matahari je pn..anak sape la ni..)

see, nampak tak cahaya matahari yang masuk ke dalam bilik saya..hehehe
(sengalnya dia ni..huhuhu)

dokktor kate sy gastrik (pykt lama dtg kembali, sy start gastik ketika berusia 8 tahun..hohoho) plus batuk..dia bg sy ubat ni..

sy xpenah mkn pn ubt colour pth tu..sy tak ske rse dia..sy mkn pilnya sje..tp bila mak n kwn2 tye sy kte sy mkn..oh sy telah menipu mak pdhal hr tu br mitak maaf time hr ibu..apa ni..huhuhu

dan doktor pesan supaya jgn miss waktu makan, mak, kwn2 n abg pn pesan bnda yg sma..dan utk 2 hr ni, ni la breakfast terbaik yg sy mampu sediakan..(yana kamu tinggal di hostel bukan dirumah so jgn memilih sgt k! makan pa yg ada)

menu yg sama mcm semalam oh tp semalam da buah anggur hijau..da hbs da..huhu..sejak sakit ni terpaksa belajar minum susu (sy tak suka!!! tp minum juga bukan mati pn kn..hehe..flexible ba!)

utk esk dan hari seterusny sy lum tau apa yg ley sy mkn..sbb lmbt laun stok makanan akan hbs jg..hmm, sy teringin nak makan

nasi lemak makcik Sarah..hehehe (sarah jgn marah)

oh ya sy tak ley mkn pedas..huhuhu..sy hnya dibenarkan mkn sup gan nasi je oleh kwn2..kepada kwn2 thanx a lot..nsb baik kwn2 sy sume caring..hehehe..kpd dia jg yg slalu nsht sy jg mkn wlpn kdg2 dia pn xjga mkn syik mkn maggi je (da ht nak nasihat kita..heheheeh)

p/s - sy nak tdo..sy ngtuk mgkn penangan ubt yg sy mkn td..zzzzzzzz

hArI iNi dAN sEmaLaM..

terjadi disebabkan hari Isnin..doktor bg sy mc selama 2 hr gara2 hari isnin..

semuanya gara-gara fail Budaya dan Pembelajaran..Fail tersebut kena hantar hr isnin..kebetulan ramai kawan tak dpt hadir kuliah so mnjdi tangung jwb ak dan beberapa kwn yg lain tlng sipakan fail mereka..
ni la fail ak..huhuhu
ak cbuk urus fail kwn2..
kevin yg blur..
Alhamdulillah..akhirnya..19 buah fail bersedia utk disemak

disebabkan menguruskan ak ke hulur ke hilir pg fotostat menguruskan bahan utk fail ak dan kwn2 yg lain..ak kepenatan..dan bila penat secara automatik ak akaan hilang selera makan..jd ak xmkn time rehat ak postpone pg time lepas balik jam 1..

antara bahan yg perlu di masukkan ke dalam fail..

tp bila jam 12 ak da mula pening2..ak dah dpt agak angin dalam bdn ak da smpi ke kepala..ak pn cpt2 g mkn time hbs class..ak da mula rasa mual, tp mkn jg dan akhirnya semua makanan ak makan keluar jg (muntah)..oh di medan selara ak muntah dan farhana yg tlg bersihkan muntah ak..thanx ana..blk kat hostel farahana yg kc urut ak dan ak collapase smpi ptg...once again thanx my buddy..thats why i love u so much..

ptg ana belikan ak sup + ayam goreng utk ak gan rumate..sbb rumate pn skit..huhhu..kcian kmi..(perasan cdri la plak ak ni) usai makan ak pening lg..xbape lama lepas tu muntah lg semua mknan ak makan td sia2..ana push ak p klinik wlpn ak berkeras xnak(oh sy sorg yg anti klinik n hospital n ubat..hrp maklum)..last2 sy mengalah juga..thanx to Abg Mohamad yg bersusah pyh menghantar sy ke klinik Dr Martati di bandar..sbb tu la sy dapat mc..huhuu

surat mc ak @ bhan bukti ba ni..bkn pe persediaan kalo en.mazuki attack,da bukti (besa la kami ni kn PISMP SN 1 n 2 kan anak emas IP tawau, tp2 hr kena check class kami hadir ke x..huhuhuhu)

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

i HaVe No chOicE..



sometime i feel that i want to

GIVE UP!!!!!

p/s - once again i dont understand my self..
once again i dont know what i want..

Allah please bless me..

Monday, May 11, 2009

iTs tOo LaTe tO aPolOgISE..

someone said this to me..

lelaki mmg punya bnyk pilihan..
dia tentukan sepa dia nak..
tp..
perempuan adalah kunci kepada semua itu..
perempuan la yang sbnrya berkuasa dalam membuat pilihan
ya atau tidak terpulang dgn perempuan
klu ada lelaki pinang yana kan..
lelaki tu pilih yana..
tp kuncinya..
yana la yg brkuasa..
terima @ tidak lamaran tu..
sama la dgn situasi kenal mengenali ni ( taaruf)
ada faham???????
Semoga Yana Bahagia Dunia & Akhirat........

i will remember this..thanx coz understand and pray the happiness for me..you are very kind and loyal person but im sorry when become about heart and feeling, i cant lie..i cant hide..sorry i cant choose you eventhough about 4 years you wait for me..but i still love you as my fren and my brother..thanx for understand me..im appreciate it..May ALLAH bless you and bring you a great happiness..amin..

p/s - menanti sebuah jawaban - UNGU

Sunday, May 10, 2009

sElAmaT hAri iBu..

Today is mother's day..
but..
im here..
far2 away from my mum..
mak..
i miss u..
i miss u..
i miss u..
i wanna kiss you..
i wanna hug you..
but..
i can't..
mak..
i love you..
i know im not a good daughter..
i know sometime i make you disappointed..
but i never mean it..
and until this moment i do something that i know you not comfort..
but i cant hide it..
i cant stop it..
im sorry..
im not a good daughter..
i hope you understand mak..
i will talk to you later..
whatever it is..
you are my heart..my soul..my life..
no one can replace you ..no one can take it..
May Allah bless you Mak..

I LOVE MAK UNTIL MY LAST BREATH

p/s - happy mother's day to madam noraini abd rahman too.. =)

Saturday, May 9, 2009

9 May = bElOnGiNg to HeR..



i dont think i should introduce who is the person in this picture because for those who keep reading or follow my blog already know who is she right? she is more glamour than me because always request me to upload her picture in my blog..hehehe..

she is Nurul Farhana Ariffin..a friend of mine..

you know what once she entered my room she will ask me like this?

' wei kome, kome rindu ana tak?'

eventhough she only left my room just a few minute ago..huhuhu..but thats the true colour of her..and i always cherish my friendship with her..always +ve (but sometime -ve when she need to correct her PCK..hahaahahah..dont angry par...hehehe)

today is her birthday..Par u already getting older k! so please forget your past let by gone be by gone..no turning back anymore..once one door closed let it close..just open another new door that guide you and bring you more happiness..i pray it for you because you are my fren n i love you because you r my friend..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..
MAY YOU BE BLESSED WITH MANY DAYS TO COME ..
HOPE THIS BIRTHDAY BRING YOU A GREAT HAPPINESS..

p/s-i post this entry with green colour..i know you like this colour thats why when you see abg picture you said he is handsome guy because he is wearing green baju melayu..but actually he already handsome..hahahaha..(tba2 je plak ak ni kn par..lari dr topik la plak..ngengenge =p)

SuRAtaN @ kEbETuLAn..


" Walaupun cinta sudah mula bersemi, tapi jadualmu ketat. Jika si dia benar-benar jujur, dia sanggup menantimu sampai bila-bila. "