Monday, March 30, 2009
My guiding teacher is Madam Hasniah binti Rudin. She is a teacher who teaches both subject Sains and Sivic and she is Science Panitia Teacher for the school. She welcomes me and had helped my friend and I a lot in order to fulfill the requirement of my teaching practice. She had arranged my time table and the classes that I am going to teach during the teaching practice period. I was proud that I could have such a kind guiding teacher, I felt easy and comfort to work with her. First impression is very important for me. So for this moment I think I was lucky to be sent to this school because I have kind hearted headmaster and guiding teacher. Both of them make me feel I was breathing.
Since Madam Hasniah also the advisor for the Persatuan Puteri Islam Malaysia, (PPIM), she also helped us to manage the requirement of co curriculum. For my information, the school will have co curriculum twice a month for the second and fourth week. It always held on Saturday from 7.00 a.m. till 10.30 a.m. I choose to joined the uniform unit of Persatuan Puteri Islam Malaysia(PPIM) as I had joined the same thing during my year in institute. So it was an advantage to me, because I already learned many things about PPIM. So I don’t have a problem to cope with that and maybe I can shared my knowledge and experiences with the members of the community about Persatuan Puteri Islam Malaysia. I also can provide some notes and information regarding what I have done before. It is my pleasure to give some contribution to the PPIM school.
On the second day, I began to enter the class and teach the pupils. Pupils of 4 Amanah were my first students that I ever have. The class that I entered was about 1 hour. So I decided to get along well with them for a while. I have a simple ice-breaking with them. I asked them about their name, race and ambitions. All of them were excited to introduced themselves. Maybe because I am a new teacher and still look younger, hopefully. I like their eagerness to introduced themselves to me and I really got fun with them. After that, I continue the class with the lesson. I teach them about Living things undergo life process but I was focusing on plant as the second last topic. The teaching and learning go smoothly although at some moment it was some distraction. But it was normal for the beginner teacher like me. I think so. I will survive if things are different than what i want them to be. I can accept things the way they are..i need to be flexible if i want motivate myself to go through all these days. So for my first teaching and learning class. Alhamdulillah everything works fine and in good condition. I can delivered my teaching to the pupils smoothly according to my lesson plan. They also give a good respone and cooperation towards me. Thanks to them the pupils of 4 Amanah. As I said before first impression is very important to me. So from yesterday until this moment I always feel positive and good. Thanks to Allah for blessing my day.
My guiding lecture came to observe and discuss about the requirement of the teaching practice on my second day at school. She also check my time table whether I did reach the minimum time of teaching. I was glad that she came but unfortunately my friend and I not manage and arrange well all our portfolio since it was only the second day we were in school. Many things have not done yet except for the time table. But madam don’t mind and asked us to finished it before next week. She also rushing because she will fly to Sarawak in the afternoon. But before she leaving, she was not forgot to told us the requirement and the element that will be judge and she want us to do it and fulfill it. She also asked us, if we have any problem during these two days in this school and doing the lesson plan. Straight to the point, I told her that I have some problems to do the lesson plan. I was not really understand the step and plan the activities. I realize I have a lot of misconception of each part of the lesson plan after I heard some explanations from madam. Oh God! How I want to overcome this problem. But madam encourage me to learned it again by read the guidance book that I have borrowed from my friend from Science 2 class. I wish I can do it. Allah please bless me.Luckily madam came to visit and correct the misconceptions before things got terrible. Thanks to madam because guide us to right path of being a teacher.
Third day, I began the day with my second lesson. I teach 5 Bestari today. My class was before recess, 8.30 a.m. till 9.30 a.m. I was a bit worried if I do not have enough time to arrange things as the time one hour was short for me to teach them. The lesson is about ‘Energy’ and I bring a ball, box, sweet, bottle, hand phone and toy car as my teaching aids for induction set. All of them are excited. I really confident at first but my temperature was decrease at before I ended the class because from the conclusion that I have conducted, some of the student still hesitate to answer my question . What I am suppose to do to make they understand clearly. So I took this step, by going and asking them group by group. Guide and help them to figure out what they have been learned today, helped them to listed out all the source of energy, what the function of energy and so on. I hope my effort will help them to understand more better and I asked them to do some note as their homework and I will checked it next week. By this task, at least they will do their revision at home and I really hope they understand about the topic. It is important for me to make sure my student can receive at least 80% what I am delivered to them..because I am a teacher, so my role here is teach them. Make them know what they didn’t know..make they understand what they didn’t understand. Its my responsibility, so I need to fulfill it.
For my fourth day at school I was busy entered the replacement class and I felt little bit tired. But I don’t mind because this will give me more experience to control the class and I got the chance to teach another subject like BM and KH...I teach both of the subjects today. My second class with 4 Amanah and today I teach them last topic of unit 2, Plant reproduce. Doing a project is very interesting activity but unluckily there were some distraction, so I switch it to demonstration activity. I was the demonstrator in front of the class to show them the way carrot produce and all of them pay the attention while I was doing it. Nice to see them at that moment. I felt very glad to teach them, although they are quite cheeky yet they still can give me cooperation during my class. I knew that they are a good person because they are still innocents they need a guidance from me although I knew I am not a good enough to teach them but I try my best t o teach and helped them. I enjoyed my class today.
On the fifth day, I don’t have any classes in my schedule but Mr. Salim asked me to entered the replacement class for 4 Bestari and 4 Amanah. As they have their own task so I just let them to complete their task. I just act as facilitator, answer some question from them, correct them if they do wrong and I ended both of the class with sang a song and of course they enjoyed with the activity. All of them really like me and invite me once again to sang with them but it is enough days to have fun with. You know. I really got fun with kids. Tired but I was satisfied.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009
ak dlm taxi..khusyuk dgr pkcik taxi brckp
ciptaan Allah tiada tandinganny..kalo ak seorg pelukis
da lama ak lukis ni gmbr..tp cndri tau la ba kmpuan dri..hehehe
ak dlm bas..memandangkn long duduk gn ana..
aku cndri tp da jg la kwn dsblh..
tp ak lbh tertarik dgn pemandangan di luar..
dn itulh yg byk ak lakukan spnjg2 perjalan..cntk!
ak kat ats feri..
bila sengal melanda...
kami dalam air..hehehehe
makan syp n satay..sedap hingga menjilat jari
par i really missed u..yes i really2 do.. =( i missed your joke..huhuhu..
For all the time i know that i need u by my side..hehehe
I dun need more than a friends. Bcoz i realize that friends will never ever leave me, friendship is an everlasting relationship..
Sure and im very2 sure about this relationship..
But different with love.. It will leave me anytime.. So my friends are so precious for me.. For all my frens..believe me when i said I LOVE U..coz i really2 do..
thanx for being my fren par..syg kamu..
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
orang B:umur sy 22 tahun
orang A:oh ingatkan kmu budak sekolah sains
orang B:oh tidak..waa mudanye ak(dalam hati je)..hahaha..
perasanny aku ni kan..dan ini terjadi kepada sy sewaktu sy pergi berjalan ke labuan pd wktu cti hr tu..hahahha..ini mengingatkan sy kpd adk2 yg sy kenal on the way pg labuan...shukrul..amal n anwar..shukrul n amal adik-beradik..seorg 18thn..sorg sek ren(lupe umrny)..asal kedah..dan c anwar ni kwn c syukrul..asal labuan..sonok borak gan diorg ni..c anwar ni nmpk ganas tp hti lmbt sebenarny..sopan lg tu..spjg perjalanan dr kk smpi labuan..kmi (ak.long n ana)duduk bersama2 n berborak tntg byk perkara..
as a sister, sempat ak bg nsihat kat bdk2 ni..aiseh..especially c anwar tu..boleh2 je dia dtg langgar dn ltk siku dia di bahu ak time bergambar..terlampau selamba btl mamat ni sorg..dgn rmbt yg diwrnakan..mak dia bukan main baik..berjubah n berpurdah lg..ak smpt tye dia..
anwar:solat ba kak
aku:kalo solat asal colour rmbt ni?
anwar:ndak pa ba kak, bkn apa2 pn
(setahu ak la, stakat ak bljr..ustaz n astazah ak kte bgtu, mak ak pn kate bnda yg sma)
xd after this jgn kmu colour rmbt lg k..
sia2 ja kmu smbhyg kalo kmu colour rmbt sbb ndak sah solat kmu..
anwar: senyum2 menampakkan sebaris giginy yg pth bersih n teratur..cntk(bisik htku)
kdg2 ak heran jg org yg gmr wrna rmbt ni..jjr n ikhlas dr ht ak xpnh nmpk pn wrna rmbt itu cntk atau bla..bla..bla..tetapi sgt pelik di mata hatiku..lg utk orang asia..kalo org sabah kate "bidak"..n itu la yg ak nmpk..huhuhu..lgpn itu mcm mengubah kejadian Allah..kalo kita betul2 bersyukur dengan apa yang Allah berikan kpd kita..kita akan menghargainy tnpa prlu ubh2 apa2..trmsk rebonding rmbt..dlu ak mcm minat2 gak..tp bila ak pk blk kte2 kwn ak..tentang cara kita bersyukur dan menghargai nikmat yang Allah berikan..terus tertutup sudah pintu2 hatiku utk rebonding..huhuhu..ak bersyukur gan apa yang dikurniakan Tuhan..sbb ak rse itulah yg terbaik..dn ak menjadi dri ak yg sbnr -bnrny..
"JANGAN KAMU BERASA SUSAH HATI JIKA KAMU TIDAK DIKENALI ORANG..TETAPI KAMU HARUS BERASA SUSAH JIKA KAMU TIDAK
MENEGENALI DIRI KAMU SENDIRI"
p/s:xdpt upload gmbr adk2 ni..lnkli la ak kc letak..
i not really confident with my SN lesson today whether my lesson achieve the objective or not..coz from the conclusion that i have done..some of the student still hesitate to answer my question..OMG..what im suppose to do to make they understand clearly..so i took this step..by going and asking them group by group..guide and help them to figure out what they have been learned today..help them to listed out all the source of energy..what the function of energy and so on..
i hope my effort will help them to understand more better and i asked them to do some note as their homework..by this task, at least they will do their revision at home..i really hope they understand about the topic..it is important for me to make sure my student can receive at least 80% what i am delivered to them..because i am a teacher..so my role here is teach them..make them know what they did not know..make they understand what they did not understand..its my responsibility...so i need to fulfill it..i dont want to be just a teacher like this..enter the class..bla..bla..bla until bell ringing..then go out from the class without care about the sudent understanding..im not that kind of the teacher..once i enter my class i want my student enjoy my class..understand my lesson..achieve the objective..thats my mision.. =)
Drive - Melepasmu
tak mungkin menyalahkan waktu
tak mungkin menyalahkan keadaan
kau datang di saat membutuhkanmu
dari masalah hidupku bersamanya
semakin ku menyayangimu
semakin ku harus melepasmu dari hidupku
tak ingin lukai hatimu lebih dari ini
kita tak mungkin trus bersama
satu saat nanti kau kan dapatkan
seorang yang akan dampingi hidupmu
biarkan ini menjadi kenangan
dua hati yang tak pernah menyatu
maafkan aku yang membiarkanmu
masuk ke dalam hidupku ini
maafkan aku yang harus melepasmu
walau ku tak ingin
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
lbh krg cmni la schedule ak skng
5.am- bgn pg(slalu 5.30, solat subuh tdo blk then bgn jam 6.30..hehhehe)
6a.m- da pg sekolah..da abg kete dtg amik aku, my rumate, long and michele..(abg ni sedap
mata memandang n he remind me to someone..pa la cite dia skang ek..da 1 thn lbey tak da khabar berita..erm, lantak la dia)
7a.m - start sesi school(syok..xbsn sgt maybe coz i have a class..so didnt realise the time is
1.pm - balik ke IP Tawau N COLLAPSE! hahah
5p.m - pg makan
7p.m - pengurusan diri
8.30p.m - prepare tuk g sekolah (rph bla..bla..bla..)
12a.m - laying on my bed alreday..tdo sepatutny
2a.m - mata ak bru mengantuk..jd bru tdo la..
beginilah permulaan n perjalanan hidup ak tuk 2hr ni..since i have already 2days in PREKTIKUM..so far, my rumate n I not facing any prob to suaikan diri with the environment..luckly our guru pembimbing very generous and sporting..there's so much i need to share..but i dont know which one i need to start first..hehehe
I will survive if things are different than what i want them to be. I can accept things the way they are..i need to be flexible if i want motivate myself to go through all these days..today i start my first teaching and learning class..Alhamdulillah everything works fine and in good condition..i can delivered my teaching to the pupils smoothly according to my lesson plan..they also give a good respone and cooperation towards me..thanx to them..pupils of 4 Amanah..
in conclusion, i enjoyed my day at school..have a nice day =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AIREEN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..
still remember this..i hope u dont mind coz u also doing
the same thing for me lol..
red keychain..remember??? hehehehe
and this..i know u really love this animal rite..
this picture show us..u and me n our friendship..
hehehe..enjoy ur birthday gurl!
MAY U BE BLESSED WITH MANY DAYS TO COME
AND HAPPY ALL THE TIME..
Sunday, March 22, 2009
so..all the best to all my fren..
PISMP SN 1, SN 2 and Math January 07..miss n love u all damn much
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Maybe I'm too afraid that I've reached my sin quotient and one more big sin will keep me out of heaven.
Sometimes life or a particular situation can get to you. When the perfect storm of confusion
is going on in your head, you make mistakes.
haa..im confuse..i dont know what in my mind now..
berjurai-jurai air mata aku mengalir tanpa henti..
bengkak mata ak pagi tadi..
tapi kdg2 pandai sym n ketawa sndri bila rse bhgia n lucu..
menarik..itulah perkataan yg paling sesuai untuk dipadankan gan novel ak bce..
tp tidak di alam realiti..kalo itu sudah suratan takdirNya yg tertulis tiada siapa yg dapat mengubahny..so just let it be..sabar n redha itu senjata utama bg yg pernah rebah untuk bangun..yang penah luka utk sembuh yang penah mati untuk hidup..yang penah sedih untuk gembira..yang penah kosong untuk disi..itulah yg ak dapat simpulkan hasil dari pena yg ku fahami..
terima seadanya kekurangan n kelebihan diri n insan ln..berkorban utk org yg kita syg n cinta..doakan yg terbaik utk org yg kita syngi..InsyaAllah kita akan aman dan bahagia..n itu yg sy rse kn skrg..ya mmg btl ia tidak akan menyesakkan sy..sy ttp syg org yg sy syg..semua yg sy syg..sy ttp dgn rse sy dulu itu..dn tau limit rse n jns rse sy itu..sy tau batas rse sy itu..patah tumbuh hilang berganti..tetapi dn dgn apa yg sy lalui sy xpnh tpk lg utk mlkukannya buat mse terdekat ini..
sy sdh bhga dgn apa yg sy da skrg..mak n ayh sy..kwn2 sy..manusia di sekeliling sy n alam ciptaan Tuhan yg indah sungguh unik..
sy suke tgk mak n ayh sy..they are mean together..semoga bahagia terus menemani mereka..
this what che det said about PPSMI and i as a sn teacher really agree to taech math n sn in english although im not really good and fluent in eng..but i think we need to learn this two subjects in Eng for mother sake..ye ke for mother sake????whatever la but eng is really important nowdays..we need to realise this..
actually there were about 17 points in the list but all this 5 points below really2 make me interest to share with others..so people out there please think wisely about this..i dont think it will threaten our mother language..
11. I was not ignorant for 20 years. Even after I realised the usefulness of English I had to wait until people also realised it. Otherwise they will fight tooth and nail to prevent the change from taking place. Even now they are fighting.
12. Singapore has progressed like a rocket because they have no opposition parties. Without criticisms by the opposition they will not know if they were doing something right or wrong.
13. Now Singapore is in deep recession because of having made investments in America. So they may use English for their education but they can still go wrong. But we want to use English only for science and mathematics and these two subjects are based on truths and logic - not on how clever you are in making decisions or explaining things.
14. I think in English when I want to speak or write in English. I think in Malay when I want to talk, write or discuss in Malay.
15. I am a Malay not because of the language I use when thinking or dreaming. I am Malay because ethnically, lingually, culturally and religiously I am a Malay and I regard Malaysia as my homeland.
Friday, March 20, 2009
ibu yang best..
mdam said - InsyaAllah kita jumpa lg..U all dah kami anggap macam anak2..Jgan malu utk truskan silaturahim yg sdia terjalin..Ada rzki dtg lg ke Labuan..Salam utk semua..
i hope i have another chance to go there again to visit madam n en.zaki..maybe by the end of this year in long school break =)
madam n en zaki, i miss both of u..not forget my ayah n mak at home..really7 miss ayah n mak..
10 march 2009 - Sk Sri Gaya n One Borneo..
kami di outdoor activities area..
kami di tepi laut..
kak su, guide kmi..en.ramlan n en.amir
mdm normadiah n mdm yati
di galeri ums..