it's been a long time, i'm not post something..
i want but i dont have enough time n space..
lately my life schedule really full like rubbish in the dustbin..huhuhu
and in this month many things happened on me..
i dont know what to say..
happy or sad? laugh or tears?
what ever it is..I'm still okay and love my life..
i like what i like..
i can talk too much..non-stop..
but when I'm sad you cant hear even a word..
so I'm consider as I'm happy right this moment..
problems come and go easily in my life journey..
I'm finished marking examination paper for Year 5 pupils..
and 10 of them are failed..
i dont know how to teach them..
i think my teaching skills getting bad this semester..
i cant stand it..
whatever it is..
i need to score at least A- for practicum..
because this semester practicum carry 6 credits hour..huhhuhu
i dont know how..why..
but i'm always try my best to make sure my pupils understand what i teached them ..
it not only just about my grade..but for their future too..
i wish they know how big my hope on them..
i want see my pupils get a good and excellent result..
I'm proud of it..
This is just another unfortunate event..
I hardly see people from the outside, I try my best to avoid from judging people too quick..Inner beauty is way precious than anything else..I hope I'll find it..
It won't hold me back.
Life goes on.
I'm always told my self..
Don't let someone become your everything..because when they're gone you have nothing..but let Allah become your everything..because He can give you anything..
and i decide to make it simple..
but once i try to make a decision thing turn another way around..
Alhamdulillah, you're still mine..
you heart still with me..
i hope we can stand with all this..
i try to stand behind you..
stand behind you as long as you hold me.. =)
10 months and 8 days..
I"m grateful having you in my life..
money cannot buy happiness but can bring happiness..maybe =)
i went to Kundasang and Semporna last week..
honestly i felt relieve and happy..
even I'm hurt that time..
have some planned with my friends..
for next trip or vacation..
i hope i can make it real..
maybe i cant attend our friend wedding with my love one..
hmm..I'll think about it later..
my lecturer will observe me next week..
honestly I'm nervous and no confident..
i need some help from others..
i need some rest and peaceful, people..
stop giving burden on me please..
its so hard to advice people who are close with us..
i really agree with this..
I'm facing this prob now..
I know i not good sister and friend and daughter even lover..
but trust me..
i try mt best to be a good girl..
i have many responsibility which is out of mine..
my love one ask me to follow his advice..
luckily he not angry with me..
just concern and dont wont me stress..
its not easy to say 'No' to people dear..
p/s - quick update..i miss to blog..totally miss..see you later =) i miss my mum n dad..my little sis and bro..
i want go back to my hometown in holidays..but i need vacation too..huhu..
and i miss him damn much..you're the one i love..Blue Night - MLTR always be my favourite..