cIkgU SaIns..

serabut 

kalut 

semak

sesak

haru

biru 

bukan aku tak cinta 

tapi sekadar mahu mengisi lompong di dalam hati 

selingkuh itu cinta

terasa mahu pergi mencari ketenangan di hati 

gelora di hati yana

p/s - kenapa mesti buat kerja dua kali..sia2 kan masa jela..arghhhhhhhhhhhhh...

I sUre MiSs U a LoT..

again..again and again =p 

1. How tall should he be?

- taller than me

2. What hair colour should he have?

- black and only black..huhuh

3. What kind of personality should he have?

- caring and a little bit like my father..aahaaa..

4. Older or younger?

- older..older and older..because i'm too "younger"..ooohooo

5. What film actor should he most be like?

- like Edward Cullen..erk..or Adam..hohoho..just be yourself  =)

6. What singer should he most be like?

- Faizal Tahir..Selamat Malam Sayang...ngeee

7. Do they need to cook?

- that will be an extra and credit for me..yeaahhhh!!!

8. What is his best body part?

- eyes and eyes and eyes..and beard..hahaha

9. What car should he drive?

- Nissan Fair Lady..hahah..whatever as long as can move..i'm not complaining..

10. What one thing completely turns you on?

- smile..laugh and laugh and laugh.. =)

11. Who was the guy on your mind when you were doing this survey?

~ my cloud @ putera beradu =)

p/s - p.s I LOVE YOU..i love this novel like i love you..wuhuuu.. =p 

D.O.T.A vS Facebokk..huhu

yeaahhhhhhhh Jerman menang dan paling best sama gan my other half..kami selalu tak sokong team yang sama tapi malam ni sama pula..ak bajet dia sokong england..hehehe..yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh pasni match Argentina..glory for Argentina =)

uNtUk leLaKI di luAr sAna..

ku jantan rebutan yang terhangat..hangat di pasaran 


hmm while i'm blog walking..and drop at someone page..she listed all these three characteristics of men..she said that..

If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u

If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED

If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so

If u HURT him, u r CRUEL,

If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE

i don't know how far the truth of these statements.. but deep inside my heart something like i admit and agree with this..wuhuuuu..life is just like that..aaahaaa..

p/s - last word i'm not actually mad at you..i just want you to care =)

PuTeRa bEradU..

If you ever want someone to talk to..I'm always willing to listen..Really..Sometimes it's nice to have someone who isn't involved to talk to..


WHAT HAS BEEN DONE CANNOT BE UNDONE..

Best friends (BF) are best friends because no matter how long it’s been since you’ve talked to them, when you see them again, you can start right where you left off..but how about another BF?huhuhu

p/s - try to be a rainbow in someone cloud

bACk tO 5 n 10 yEarS aGo..

ok baru balik dari daftar adik aku kat UITM Dungun..nasib baik Dungun je..tak la jauh sangat over all paling lama perjalanan pun dalam 1 jam setengah je kot..

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pendaftaran orang yang macam semut..huhuh

cantik dowh agak kalah la kalo nak dibanding gan IP Tawau dapat beg lagi kami fail 40sen kaler pink hijau biru gan kuning..tapi ada aku kisah? berjimat cermat lah..saya cikgu..cewah tiba-tiba je aku ni..hahah

hostel yang berhadapan dengan laut..wuhuhuhu..kalo da bf hari2 ley buat group discussion..ahak..discussion ke..hahahah

facilities yang ok but IP Tawau is more better..more comfortable..4 people in one room ni macam jaman2 ak dolu di MRSM Jasin..huhu..kecik dowh..kurang privacy..nak calling2 gan  bf2 pun susah..nanti kantoi la play girl..hahahaah

inilah adik aku Sri Nor Syazwani Mohammad..the demand gurl..hahahah

hmm teringat plak zaman2 aku daftar kat IP Tawau 5 tahun yang lalu..sangat daif..sendiri je gan kekawan..mak n ayah tak dapat datang jauh..tiba rasa jeles gan wani..wei asal ko slalu dpt dekat gan umah..huhuhu..macam baru je aku rasa moment tu tapi hakikatnya aku bakal menamatkan perjuangan tersebut InsyaAllah hujung tahun ni..How fast time flies..banyak aku pelajari bukan sahaja ilmu menjadi guru, malah menjadi manusia..pelajaran, kepimpinan, pengurusan, pengorbanan, harapan, percintaan..eh percintaan plak..alaa percintaan pun salah satu proses pembelajaran dalam hidupa apa..hahaha..elok2 dah ayat insaf atas, tapi at last terbit jugak ayat gedik..hahah

dan 10 tahun yang lalu juga di daerah ini juga aku mula berdikari semasa usia ku menginjak 13 tahun aku bersekolah di MRSM YT Dungun yang kini di tutup dan di gantikan dengan sekolah IMTIAZ..masih mentah aku ketika itu..mencari permulaan dalam sebuah kehidupan dan sekarang hakikatnya sudah 10 tahun aku meninggalkan zaman tersebut..kini sudah 23 tahun usia ku..sungguh nostalgik ku rasakan..alamak asal tetiba ayat aku macam pewaris tunggal sasterawan negara..tak bleh blah sungguh..hahahaah..bajet orang percaya la apa ko kelentong tu yana..hohoho..padahal main je yang ko tau..huhu

p/s - To dream of the person you would like to be is to waste the person you are

eh siapakah gadis cun ini??

cei berani2 tulis diri sendiri cun..hahaha

ini lah tuan punya blog yang semakin gemuk dan hitam..

tak payah tunggu orang cakap la..

aku dah tau sendiri..huk huk huk..

sebab tu bf nak lari..

eh adakah gitu..hehehe =p 

TrIaL..

I'm not feeling so much like a student anymore and perhaps some training could come in handy..wuhuu
I'm not feeling mature about my writings..
I take them very seriously..
but
I don't know if this is working out..
What am i good at anymore? 
I don't think so..

kEeP On TrYiNg..

hmm esok kena balik IP Tawau..kenapa kena balik sebab cuti dah habis sebab masa berjalan bukan pegun je..arghhh..sangat malas..

=(

bwEEk =P

everybody has ideas that are worthwhile

everyone has their own reason to do something

but 

i refuse to think about it anymore..

i dont want to think what the purpose..

hey you! get your own life please!

p/s - kdg2 dalam kehidupan org yang tiada apa2 kaitan gan kita suka cari pasal..oh sungguh annoying orang begitu..semoga kamu sedar diri..kecian..k thank u..

plEaSe tHINk oF it K!

All i want  is to be Blessed by Merciful Allah for my whole life because Life isn't about the colour of your skin, grades, money, clothes, alone or people that accept you or not but 


Life is about replacing inner hate with love.. It's about what you say and what you mean..and the most important your love towards Allah S.W.T


p/s - There is no reason for me to get upset when i make a mistake..as long as i try my best..don't give up easily yana..

I don't hAve aNy AnSwEr..

The rules are simple! here is it:
1. Upload your single picture that you like most
2. Answer the question below
3. Tag 3 people that you never meet but really want to see her/his single picture

Question:
1. Who do u dedicate your single picture to?
my blog's visitors..tehee~

2. what is your fav color?
 blue..

3. List of nickname do you have.
yana, Liyana, Lily, yan, yam, kak long, Cinderella(i like..hahah)

4. List down your sibling's name from the top.
Nor Liyana(me), Sri Nor Syazwani and Muhammad Hakimi..

5. Who do you love the most; parents, siblings, friends, love one?
 I love all of them..hehe

I tag:

Aireen

Mer Nabila 

♥

wAke Up TiMe~

next..teheee~

status of you and the last person you sent a text to ?

my other half..

do you have any plans for saturday?

accompany my sis go to UITM Dungun to continue her study..

when was the last time you got flowers?

never maybe..ya i think never..

anyone ever seen you in your underwear?

hahaha..of course when i was young =p 

Do you love anyone?

i always do..

Are you sad or happy ?

i choose the middle but more happy than sad..

Are you in love?

i ♥ yOu..hahaha

Have you read the book Twilight?

nope..

If you had a chance to get back together with your ex, would you?

haha.. can i refuse to answer?? =p 

Do you think your attractive?

ask anybody else please..don't ask me 

What do you like about yourself?

I tend to be indecisive..huhuhu

Is there someone on your mind?

yes..

Do you think someone is talking behind your back?

maybe..

Do you like it when guys have egos?

Nope but as long as its not over..maybe i can accept..

Do you hate your friends?

haaa what a question?? i love them but sometime i do when i'm angry..hahahaha 

What are you?

I'm a Science Teacher to be and wife to be..hahahah

did you kiss anyone today?

i did..my little bro..

are you a mean person?

i think im not..dont know too..

are you excited for anything?

meet someone i miss the most..

have you let someone down in the last week?

maybe yes..tehee~

are you close with your siblings?

yes..

do you get along with your parents?

yes i do..

are you in a good mood right now?

i think yes..

who was the last person you spoke on the phone for over an hour?

my other half..

do you like to make the first move?

depends on situation..

do you hate it when people smoke around you?

i hate smokers! hahahaha but.....

whats something you really want right now, be honest

i want sleep but i can't..

whats the longest you've ever talked on the phone?

hmmm..3 hours maybe..

has anyone ever sang to you?

yes..

do you get emotional easily?

yes..my weakness..hahahaha

has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?

yes, but i dOn't know why they told me so..

is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?

of course..

has someone ever made a promise to you and broken it?

yes!!!!!!!!

Who do you want someone back in your life?

i refuse to answer..

p/s - I do not dare to think much further, because when too much things come into my mind.. i tend to indecisive and... Maybe i try some first before wishing for much more.. Step by Step and win the Race...

oNe dAy LiKe OnE mOntH~

hmm i cant sleep..so i want do this..(dah lama dah kena tag ni..skrg baru buat..heheh)

1. What's you most favourite colour?

blue 

2.Who is the most important to you?

Merciful Allah, family, friends and♥ 

3. How often do you think of commiting suicide?

ohooohuuuuu!

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?

sometimes yes sometimes erk..depends on situation maybe

5. How many babies do you want?

 five and i want twin baby boy please =)

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

yes..of course..I'm Science teacher..hehehe

7. What's your goal next year?

I have my own car..Make my life full of happiness..

8. Who'll you miss the most, if you don't talk to them?

People who i ♥ so much..

9. Do you think the person who tag you, like to play kidnapping?

hahah..don't knOw..

10. What do you want for Christmas?

no idea..I'm muslim..holiday maybe..huhu

11. What is you bad habit?

indecisive..cry and cry and cry..

12. Do you have a secret crush?

wuhuuu..do i need to answer this question?

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

of course and i really2 do ok.. =)

14. What does flying mean to you?

Heart

15. What do you crave for the most currently?

how about money..hahaha

16. Are you single/ relationship?

i choose / (slash sign.ngee~) hahah..I'm nOt single..chewah =p 

17. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?

doing things i love..

18. How's your day?

today is mOre better than yesterday..

19. If you were asked to make a wish, what would you ask for?

married with someone i love and he loves me..

p/s - sometime i shall not insist myself on writing here because they are way complicated.. =)

I'm NevEr sAy gOod bYe,,

The hardest thing about growing up is that you have to do what is right for you even if it means breaking someone's heart..Including your own..

dan untuk kali ke berapa saya dengar lagu Adinda Lah VE..saya tak tahu apa keistimewaan lagu ni..tapi bila saya berada keadaan begini saya akan layan lagu ni berjam3..huhuhu

Artis: Lah Ahmad VE
Judul LAgu: Adindahttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jNZDbo5SsXw
Malam pertama sangat sempurna
Duhai adinda sungguh jelita
Selama ini hanya kau yang kutunggu

Bukannya rahsia di antara kita
Semakin membara jiwa gelora
Selama ini hanya kau di hatiku

Tak mudah kumelupakanmu
Hanya engkau yang kuperlu
Bayang-bayangmu masih menghantuiku
Apa saja yang kau mahu

(Chorus)
Semua untukmu oh adindaku
Dengarlah rayuan di hatiku
Sesungguhnya aku mencintaimu
Selalu di hatiku memanggil namamu
Oh adindaku oh adindaku
Semua kerana, kerna kamu

Engkaulah permata hatiku
Suluh menyinar hidupku
Yang selalu menerangi hari gelapku

Nantikan dinda yang satu
Tak akan pernah ku jemu
Semakin hari semakin ku rindu

Tak mudah kumelupakanmu
Hanya engkau yang kuperlu
Bayang-bayangmu masih menghantuiku
Kamu selalu dihatiku
Semua yang kau mahu

(Chorus)

Walau berjauhan
Suaramu mengakhiri penantian
Tabah mengharungi cinta
Semua dugaan Maha Esa

p/s - hidup di dunia ini adalah untuk mencari kebenaran..saya selalu ambil yang pertama..kerana mungkin itu lebih benar..