sEsi bErtEmu pEMinAt..

semalam adalah sesi bertemu peminat di KFC..tapi sy pun minat gan peminat sy tu..jd cmane la tu..huhuhu..tak lama less than one hour maybe..i went there with my rumate..hehehehe..

k tak tahu nak kate apa..sbb sy pun tba2 jadi mcm budak sekolah agama..@ macam budak sekolah yang datang dari sekolah kebangsaan perempuan sahaja, takde lelaki..perh perumpaan yang terlampau@hiperbola oleh saudari Liyana..muahahaha..tak banyak sy cakap..diam n agguk je..jwb bila ditanya je..perh terus jadi macam perempuan melayu terakhir juga la..oh jangan muntah bila bace ayat ni..tapi dalam hati jantung berdebar 14kali lebih laju daripada kadar biasa..hihihi

hmm..sweet dan suka..lain kali kita jumpa lagi..kalo ikut pengiraan kita jumpa dalam mase 3bulan setengah satu kali perjumpaan je..so jangkaan nanti bulan 11@12..tapi disebabkan bulan 11 n 12 sy pulang cuti ke semenanjung..mungkin tahun depan la tu kali kan sesi perjumpaan bersama peminat yang seterusnya..hehehe..kesian gila..takpe2..jauh di mata dekat di hati..wah ayat geli gila yana ni..sentimental la plak..huhuhuhu..

ok pape pun sy rase happy..time kasih kepada kak yan yg bagi tumpang sy pg bandar..rumate yang menemani..cikgu haris yang bagi semangat sbb sy mmg sgt takut utk berjumpa peminat saya..3x pg tandas dan ketar2 tgn sy time jumpa..mkn pn mcm nak telan pasir..kak tres, kak habsah dan kak harlina yang sporting..hehehe

kenapa saya jadi cmni sy pun tak tahu..tapi ni kira ok la berbanding first time dulu mase before jumpa tu punya saya takut smpi saya muntah2..pening2..lembik badan saya..nsb baik 2 jam after that ok..smpi bndr jam 9pg kul 3ptg bru jumpa..lucunya bila ingat kembali..kenapa sy mcm terlalu paranoid meh..

kepada peminat - thanx a lot..1 4 3 =p

p/s - dia pesn pada saya - jgn pk mcm2..S_ _ perasan ke, knp kita dapat bertahan wlpun jarang(bkn jrg mmg tak pun) jumpa..because we believe each other..jadi jangan hancurkan pegangan kita..

ding dong..ding dong..
jam sekarang menunjukkan pukul 1.33 minit pagi..
masa untuk tidur..
ni adalah antara moment2 indah sewaktu MPBB dulu..huhuhu (minggu orentasi)

tapi bukan ini yang saya mahu katakan..
saya mahu katakan yang bahawasanya esok sy kena bgn seawal 5.30 pagi untuk ke sekolah..
berkhidmat kepada masyarakat amnya dan warga SK Wakuba khasnya..
TETAPI..
kenapa mata saya tak nak lelap ni..
haih puas suda saya pejam mata..
macam2 gaya suda ni.. =(
nak tdo pn kena berhempas pulas berjuang..
dunia sekarang mmg pelik..

oh esok sy akan jumpa seseorang selepas waktu sekolah..
harap perasaan berani akan mengalahkan perasaan takut..
paling kurang pn 60% - 40%..huhu
kenapa mesti ada rasa takut ek..
hmm hentam syak la.. =p

jom mari tdo..selamat malam..hmm pagi da kot.. =)

LaIn darIpADa bIASa..

i woke up early today..and listen to the song birds..its little bit weird when i woke up early in the morning on Sunday@weekend..huhuhu..thats why my title i wrote as lain daripada biasa..

okay what cross in my mind now how about my jurnal for last week..not done yet..not write anything yet..and i dont have any effort to write the journal..its really annoying me ok mr journal..ok for ur information i hate journal and reflection..i hate both..both of this does not help me ok..but give burden on me..sigh~..i hate to write journal every week and i hate to write reflection everyday after teaching..saya sangat tak suka and this really annoying me..ok thats all i want to say..

second what trigger me to wake up early..ops i think im suppose to write this as my first reason not second reason..aerobik step for tomorrow..im still hesititate and not confident plus confuse whether i want do senam tari or aerobik..im prefer senam tari as i more better in this step rather than aeorobik step..but my friends said its bored and difficult also not suiatable for primary school students..so i need to change it but you know the event will be held tomorrow morning..huhu..thats all thank you..

Allah please bless me..i need some air to breathe..where is oxygen? please come to me now!!!!

mUtSagi sAotomE sAid..and I added..

if you were alone in the universe with no one to talk to..
no one with which to share the beauty of the stars..
to laugh with to touch..
what would be your purpose in life?
it is another life, love ( and i added this with family and kind hearted people)
which gives your life meaning..
this is harmony..
we must discover the joy of each other..
the joy of challenge..
the joy of growth..
and i added more..remember Allah always with us..

the conclusion this quotation sangat comel.. =)

pAngGilan seMpoRna..hahahah

ok saya selalu rasa sesuatu yang tak dirancang selalu buat saya happy..mcm tadi tiba2 saya dan rumate setuju ikut cikgu haris, kak sumi dan kak tres ke semporna..wah yang buat sy kagum ialah rumate saya setuju ikut sbb ko rumate selalu pk 18X sebelum buat keputusan..termasuklah kisah cinta2mu..eh salah lagi..hahah..tp kalo sy ni jgn heran dari kecik lagi jiran jalan pn sy ikut, kalo di ajak..pantang di ajak ba anak ni..mau saja sy pergi..hahah..sengal..

k, seterusnya sebenarnya tujuan pg sana sbb nak kenal rumah bakal mertua..eh pa kaitan salah lagi..hahaha..k pergi hantar kak sumi yang cantik dan kak tres yang cumil utk kursus gan sir garry yang tua..hahaha..jahatny salah lagi..ndak ba sir garry yang peramah dan selalu say hello kkat semua org..

then smpi terus mkn..cikgu haris mcm tau2 ja perut ak tgh menyanyi lagu rock kapak zaman awl 90-an..huhu..lapar bep ak time tu..tp dpn org kena cover tp bila mknan dah smpi dah tak ley nak cover terus minum air smpi habis dan makan smpi tak sempat tunggu udang..ala sudah la yana bnyk plak ko membebel..kalo setakat tulis sume org ley tulis..jadi sebagai bhn bukti..jeng..jeng..jeng.. =p

ni la tempat kami makan hotel Seafest hotel..exclusive ok..hahah..org belanje boleh la..kalo sendiri, Sabah Chicken Rice pn dah kira 5 stars..hahaha..ni bagus ni kalo ayah baca..ayah bila nak belanje kakak makan kat hotel ni..bulan puasa ni kakak balik..mcm dah lama tak buka puasa kat hotel..ngeee..hidup jangan demand, makan apa yang ada dan bersyukur gan rezeki Allah(padahal jauh di sudut hati nak juga buka pose kat hotel cuti nti gan family..huhu..)

mcm ayh n mak..ni la pasangan yang ideal..saya suka tengok orang yang bahagia..mereka mmg dicipta mcm kunci dan mangga..sngt melengkapi antara satu sama lain..hai bila tgk mereka2 ni rasa mcm mau kahwin sekarang juga..hahaha..sekolah pn tak habis lagi..makan pun kena belanja..da hati nak kahwin..yana sila jangan berangan..dush3 kepala tiga kali..oh ok tak nak khwn lg..belajar dulu..
ni nasi goreng seafood..tp tak tahu kat mane seafoodnya dan mgkn telur pn di kira seafood..bak kate cikgu haris, udang yang di kerat 12..hahaha..tp da nak hbs yana makan..hahaha..sbb yana lapar..hehehe..

muka penuh berselera je cikgu..

udang yang best..
rumate ko kalo tak bergaya tak sah..patut la e and t dan a suka..eh apa tu lu pk r sndri rumate..huhuhuhu
kak tres, suhaili dan kak sumi..
penulis yang gemuk..hai sudah la makin hitam plus makin gemuk..kcianny..

not my intended..

"The Reason"

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you


sorry i break the promise..but its not my intended..i have my own reason for all that i do..its my life..

childhood moment..

when i was in kindergarten and primary school i love to colour colouring book and always asked ayah or mak bought me a colouring book and i have many collections of that..animals, vegetable, transport, cartoon and etc..even though i not really good in colouring and art but i like to colour the cute picture and of course Luna colour pencil is my favourite colour pencil..i have all the collections of the colour pencils 12, 24 and 36 and proud to have all the colour pencil and brought the colour to school and show it to all my friends and said "ayah kita syg kita sbb tu dia beli kita colour ni" (kanak-kanak selalu suka menunjuk terutama budak yana ni..sungguh annoying bkan..huhuhu)

and yesterday our school Sk Wakuba had a colouring contest for Pre-school, Year 1,2 and 3..and it remind me my childhood moment..kids sweet and adorable..i hope i also sweet and adorable while i was a kid..hehehe..sharing the sweet moment..

ketekunan dan kesungguhan kebosanan dan keterpaksaan..heheh