sEmEnTarA mEnunGGu Jam 12..

mengisi masa lapang yang tidak lapang sebenarnya..hahah..jom buat ni..

•170cm tall.
•I don’t know what I want at the moment.
•I’m not happy.
•I hate my friends.
•I hate my life.
•I hate my grades.
•I can drive.
•I’m bored of driving.
•I have a white handbag.
•I love dancing.
•I go clubbing every week.
•Shopping is bullshit
•I have a tattoo of a star.
•I got my navel pierced. ahaks
•I have friends that take drugs.
•90% of my friends smoke.
•I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.(dulu la 2@3 tahun lepas)
•I’m studying Fashion.
•I have a business running.
•I hate cartoons.
•I hate someone.
•I have 10 Lollipops handbags.
•I buy CLEO every month.
•My parents don’t know about my blog.
•I have an iPod.
•I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
•My school mates know about my blog.
•I wanted to be a fashion designer.
•I love rock emo bands.
•I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
•I’m a rebel. (but in different way)
•I don’t believe in love.
•High school's filled with drama.
•My parents have faith in me
•I’ve bought shoes this month.
•I hate sports.
•I heart Italian food.
•I hate meeting new people.
•I hate nail polish.
•The mother bear gives me hugs.
•People should start appreciating me.
•High school was the worst time of my life.
•I have red hair.
•One Utama is my second home.
•I’m a guy.
•I’m scared of my Biology result exam which I’m going to face someday tomorrow.
•I hate vacations.
•We’ll last (hahahah)
•I believe in long distance relationships
•I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
•I’ve robbed an old lady.
•I’m starting to like applying make-up.
•I was a tomboy.(outside only inside..hmm hampeh)
•At times I think I still am a tomboy.
•I love bitching about people behind their backs
•I still have a best friend. (always)
•I have a cat.
•I hate surprise parties.
•I hate planning parties.
•I’m hot. :P..
•I’m a sinner
•I’ve got a DS light.
•I have a Wii.
•I cant live without music.
•Video games are a waste of time.
•I miss the father bear.
•I love being in love.
•I know how to cook (boleh lah masak orang bujang) =p
•I have 100% freedom.
•Boys are assholes.
•I hate Math (mcm melampau plak benci..kureng la..slow learner i ni kalo math especially add math..huhu)
•I’m happy with what I have (Alhamdulillah)
•I love horror films.
•I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
•My old friends keep in touch with me.
•I don’t read newspapers.
•The news is such a waste of time.
•Blogging is a waste of time.
•I hate animals.
•I can’t live without make-up.
•I curse like a pirate.
•I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
•I hate people that are smart.
•I love Orange juice.
•I can’t drink for nuts.
•I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
•I’ve got a new phone.
•I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
•I love swimming ( walaupun aku tak pandai berenang, dan punya impian nak da lesen diving)
•I haven’t worked out since March.
•I think I’m fat ( 51 kg bukan berat yang aku nak..aku nak cam dulu 47 kg @ 48 kg..hahaha)
•I love my friends and family

sy oN cALL jAM 12..huhu

okay saya tidak tahu kenapa sy jarang coretkan pglmn manis even pahit pasal praktikum fasa 3.. tp ada ke pahit? ntah la..hahaha..tidak seperti sblm3 ni..fasa 1 n 2 selalunya saya akan tulis pa yang terjadi..

pemudah kata lebih kurang 7 hari lagi saya di SK Taman Tawau, kemudian balik la semula ke IP terchenta..huhuh..mak kate tak baik benci@tak suka tmpt kita menimba ilmu bila saya asyik cite n bg komen -ve tntg IP Tawau ni..so sbb tu la sy tulis IP Tawau terchenta..hehehe

k saya anak mak..hahah tba je xd motif tul la ko yana..jap anak mak, jap anak ayah..k balik kpd main point..scra kesuluruhan..sy suka dan bersyukur..mcm praktikum sblm ni..dua2 guru pebimbing saya sgt awesome k? xd yang kerek atau smbg ke apa..dua2 baik dan sempoi cm aku gak..ecece, pandai2 je ckp cm aku..hahaha..dua2 lembut gan sopan je..oh part ni mmg bukan cm aku..sbb aku ni kasar deh..huhuhu..mereka pun byk bagi tunjuk ajar..terima kasih bayk2..

k budak2 aku lagi awesome plus bunga blossom la..nakal cik oi i tell you..tapi bdk2 ni sejak2 aku nak kuar ni..buat2 melankolik plak diaorg ni..pantang jumpa salam cium tangan, pastu balik2 tanye aku ni sampai bila stay kat situ..hmm smpi nak kira berapa kali aku cakap kat diaorang dah kena pakai jari kaki dah jari tangan je tak cukup..ahaks..over gila ko yana..ngee~ terus ak dah cm sedey2 nak tinggal diaorg..mmg nakal tp aku syg ba gan diaorg ni..4 Gemilang, 5 kreatif dan 6 Cekap semua buah hati kesayangan teacher tau..sangat suka sbb time ujian ke dua ramai meningkat..wlpn kdg2 ley wat ak jadi cm air panas dalam cerek tu tapi adat la ba budak2 nakal..ak pn mase kecik pun nakal gak gan cikgu aku jadi tak yah aku nak kecoh2 bila bdk ak nakal..huhu..ni namanya balasan free di dunia..huhuhu..

k gan cikgu2 tak yah cakap r..mostly kami kamcing je..ok sajork..xd masalah..xd hal la..boleh melawak2 lagi..mkn share2..dlm byk2 sek, cikgu2 sek ni kot paling best sbb mmg sempoi tahap gaban la..geli hati aku gan lawak2 diaorg ni..hehehe..tapi semua sekolah aku pergi best..sbb mesti da cikgu yang baik2..cam sedey plak tau nanti dah tak jumpa semua cikgu ni..aku takkan lupa jasa baik mereka..mak selalu pesan, jgn lupa jasa org kat kata..baik mak sy ingat..sy kan anak mak yg baik.wowowwo..mcm boleh muntah hijau bace ayat ni..hahaha

k kesimpulannya aku bersyukur gan Praktikum 3 ni..pensyarah pebimbing pn ok gak..walaupun at first ak cm psiko gila dapat Mdm Anna.. well dia kan teliti orgnya..tapi ok jer spjg aku gan dia..byk lagi tu ilmu dia bagi kat aku..Madam Madiah pun ok juga..best Madam Madiah ni cool bep..hilang pressure aku..

mase awl2 je aku pressure ckit..mase awal bulan 2 gitu..tu pun plus mslh peribad yg dr bulan 12 xreti2 nak selesai..ngee~..skrg semua dah selesai you gan dunia you I gan dunia I..chewah tba2 je aku ni..selamat tinggal dunia..eh tak2 aku belum mati g..haha..mksd aku dunia pressure yang ntah pape tu la..

thanx to Allah..what more i can ask?? I'm really grateful with my new life now.. Alhamdulillah..

p/s - jgn ketawa nanti saya jatuh cinta..haih mcm tiap2 hari pun aku jatuh cinta..wink~

wHerE aRe yOu???

Life is a colourful journey and thrilling adventure..(ni intro..hahaha)

ok i have read a book with title Fruits for Thought, Meaningful Relationship by Amir Bahari.. i borrowed this book from Kak Dayang..tq Kak Dayang..(mase aku amik tu lum lagi di buka, aku yang rasmikan..huhuhu..terukny perempuan ni..hehe..tp Kak Dayang kata bukalah..aku pun buka sajor..huhkhukhuk)

the book is about human character, similarities between the human characters and the fruit characters..in this book have seven fruits - Passion fruit, Rambutan, Strawberry, Apple, Banana, Cashewnut and mangosteen..

okay i just write the simple one la about all these fruits..

1. Passion fruit - passion (relationship with students)

- a person who is passionate and in control of his relationship

- a person who exudes intense passion and self confidence in his relationship

- a prson who enrol others with his burning desire and intense passion

2. Rambutan - Humour (relationship with supporters)

-a person who likes to tease others or send feelers to gauge the persons feeling in relationship.

-a person who likes to tickle others with jokes or creative humour

-a person who is creative using humour to drive home a point

3. Strawberry - sensitive (relationship with guests)

-a person who is very sensitive to feedback

-a person who cannot take scolding or criticism with an open heart and open mind

-a person who is emotionally clinging or dependent on others

4. Apple - Spontaneous (relationship with lovers)

-a person who is emotionally, physically and spiritually ready for a commitment and a realtionship

-a person who possesses the right attitude and maturity for a healthy relationship

-a person who can make immediate decision in a relationship based on his experiences

5. Banana - Versatile (relationship with a new friend)

- a person who likes to smile

- a person who is flexible and dynamic in a relationship

- a person who can approach others easily and able to mix freely and comfortably either with children, his peers and elder.

6. Cashewnut - daring (relationship with followers)

-a person who is risking to differentiate and are daring to do the exceptional in a relationship.

-a person who adds meaning in a relationship by doing things in an unconventional way.

-a person who is creative and smart in highlighting his ideas in being distinguished in a relationship

7. Mangosteen - Transparent (relationship with clients)

- a person who is honours with his word and action

- a person who is compliant to the rules and laws

- a person who is transparent in his dealings

according to my fav fruit..hehehe..according la plak..i choose mangosteen (pyh dowh nak dpt buah ni..huhu) but based on my reading from this book, i discover my character more to Apple fruit..huhuhu..relationship with lovers..nanana.. =p so which one is you? tapi cm banana pun suka gak jadi apa la..toing..toing..heheh =p

fAwWaZ zUhAiR..

tadi saya chat gan kwn saya Nadya yang bakal jadi ibu kalo takde aral melintang di jangka 3 August nti..wah hadiah first anniversary kalo cmni Nadya sbb dia khwn 1 August 2009..huhuhu..

dia dapat baby boy after scan tu la..dan aku sibuk2 la pg suggest nama kat dia..hehehe..mcm la anak aku..hahaha..ak suro dia bagi nama Fawwaz Zuhair..aku tak tahu kenapa aku suka dua nama ni dari dulu..hahahah..

Fawwaz budak sama tuisyen gan aku..nama dia Muhd Fawwaz..putih melepak mcm anak org putih dowh..budak PTS makna katany muda setahun dari aku la..gila pandai r time skola dulu..dia sek sebelah sek aku..tapi kat sek aku pun org kenal dia sbb kbijaksanaan dia..hmm ntah kemana dia sekarang aku pun tak tahu..huhuhu..oh ya nama ni juga nama pilihan mak ayah aku kalo aku ni lelaki. tapi sebab aku perempuan jadi Liyana la nama aku..hehehe

Zuhair aku memang suka nama ni sejak aku sekolah rendah bila aku jumpa buku nama anak-anak dalam Islam kat rumah..aku suka nama ni..tapi aku tak pernah jumpa orang yang punya nama ni, sampai aku datang Sabah ni baru la aku jumpa orang da nama ni..tapi ni nama ke tiga dia la, bukam main..aku suka kalo aku boleh panggil dia Zuhair tapi tak pula orang panggil dia gan panggilan tu jadi aku takde la nak gedik pergi panggil kan ..nanti kang orang kate pehal minah ni..nak jadi lain dari yang lain ke..terus ak jwb a'a mmg pun nak jadi lain dari yang lain..hahaha..xde la..yana, tingkatkan prestasi kurangkan kontroversi k?huhuhu =p

Fawwaz - most successful Zuhair - bright, having flowers

hmm boley letak nama anak aku camni tapi aku suka kalo nama lelaki yang ada Muhammad di hadapannya sama can nama Rasulullah S.A.W tapi kalo nama ayahnya dah ada salah tu daripada nama di atas..tak kan nama ayah sama gan anak..hmm, xley2..hahahaha =p

p/s - Liyana, Meaning of Liyana is: Softness, tenderness... wowowo..gila comel la maksud nama aku..nanti kalo org bce blog ni mesti nak letak nama anak Liyana..hahaha..perasan la ko yana.. =p

i ♥ yOu

In your eyes I can still see the look of the one who really loves me..

Loving family.
Awesome friends.
Doing fine in school.
Perfectly healthy body.
Peace of mind.
and

You
What more can I ask?
I live a perfect life. :)

Thank You, Allah..

biarlah semuanya menjadi seperti sedia kala..seperti hari2 sebelum ni..hari yang buat saya tersenyum..kamu yang sangat indah =)

p/s - hmm apa la aku mengarut di pagi hari..mentang2 lah dah habis observe..adui ngtuk gila wei..apa lai mahu di buat ni supaya tak ngantuk..hehehe..jap g aku da class ajr tajuk Light lagi..oh not so me la tajuk ni =!

jAnGan mAraH LaGi...

mari kita buat sesuatu yang menggembirakan hati..ya ini boleh buat saya happy..comel gila..comel2..Nur Ain Aqilah yang comel..hehehe..sgt cute mandi kat air terjun dalam pelampung itik =)

p/s - hmm kamu pun comel di mata saya =)

kadang2 saya rasa kata2 lebih tajam dari pisau blade yang saya beli kat Kedai buku Quong Ming tu RM 1.00..mungkin sy kena beli pisau lagi mahal supaya saya dapat rasa luka kena pisau tu lebih tajam dari luka kata2..

dulu, masa saya kecik..bila saya sedih..ayah selalu ada pujuk saya..ayah akan bagi tahu rasionalnya kenapa saya kena marah..kenapa saya tak boleh buat begitu atau begini..dan saya bila saya sedih mesti konon2 nak lari dari rumah bwk beg gmbr kereta yang mak belikan untuk saya..dan ayah akan pujuk saya..

tapi sekarang bila saya dah dewasa, bila saya sedih..sy lebih suka sendiri..sy tidak tahu la kenapa saya bgni..sy tak tahu lah saya yang sensitif atau kata2 tu yang tajam..sbb tu sy rasa, bgs sy sndiri..sbb sy xpandai jaga hati orang..sy suka susahkan org..kdg2 sy buat org hlng sabar gan sy..tp sy tak bermaksud nak buat begitu..

saya rindu ayah..saya rindu zaman kanak2 saya.. =(